Lyrics. Lyrics have always been a secret passion of mine. It's a secret I don't really think anyone knows about me. Music consumes me so much sometimes I forget to breath. Some people have different releases, mines happens to be lyrics that describe my every feeling and a melody that sooths my soul. It's not very often that i find a song that moves me to tears, or one that describes a particular time in my life perfectly but today was one of those days. It was by pure chance that i heard the song. As soon as i get my car i normally throw in a cd but today i actually let the radio click on. As soon as it did i was captivated by a beautiful voice. The song had just begun and right from the off the lyrics caught me by surprise and my breath hitched.
I quickly typed in a few lines into my cell and saved them. I would find out who that song was by when i got home. Home...it can be such a funny word sometimes.
Home: The place where something is discovered, founded, developed, or promoted; a source
That was one meaning for the word. I thought I had a home. I had opened myself up to someone I never dreamed I'd be compatible with and right now it felt like that decision was about to come back and slap me in the face. I just wanted to be back at my house, not my home not anymore, open a bottle of wine, hell maybe I'll stretch it right out and hit the whiskey, and just sit and mope. I was never one to mope but I think in these circumstances no-one would begrudge me this one night to myself. I have no commitment; no responsibility tonight so I'm planning on being selfish. Tonight is all about me.
I will not let tonight be about Sara Sidle.