A/N: This is about the scene in the snow when Hatori is erasing Kana's memories and what happens afterwards. It starts off as Hatori/Kana but has implied Hatori/Tohru at the end.
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As I sat there with my hand over her eyes ready to take away my most precious memories from her mind I found my hand shaking. I could feel the tears pouring from her eyes, hear the words pouring from her lips and I couldn't do a thing. All I wanted to do was gently wipe those tears from her eyes and embrace her, give her the comfort she needs. But that was impossible. The only thing I could do was take away her pain, her memories. Make her forget me, forget all that happened, let her start a new life-one that wasn't cursed. So I did it. I delved deep into her mind and took them away. As the familiar sensation flowed through my fingers, I could feel my heart shatter. As I healed her I hurt myself. I watched her fall to the ground unconscious and the servants take her away. I stood up out of the snow and tried to control my grief. I tried in vain to keep it together-I was always the strong one, I never broke down. But I couldn't contain it. I fell to my knees and lost it. I began bawling like a baby, the sobs wracking my body. I did not know how long I was out there for all I know is that at some point I felt a pair of arms help me up and lead me to my house.
I do not know how long I sat in a deep depression, days blended into weeks and weeks blended into months. I do not remember anything that happened; everything was one big blur of pain and suffering. Everyone was worried about me; all I did was mope around my house wallowing in my sorrow. My friends stayed by my side, offering support as I went through what was probably the worst times of my life. With their help I slowly began to get better; began to function normally again. I started to notice the sun and other good things in life. But I wasn't totally better. Only on the outside. Deep inside my heart was still shattered, my body still torn apart from grief. I was beginning to think that nothing could ever heal me. That is until that day. The day that I meet up with her in the city. The day I saw Kana again, only to hear that she was engaged. I felt my heart begin to shatter even more until she came over with a warm drink in her hands and an equally warm smile on her face. When I saw that smile I felt spring coming again and felt the pieces of my heart begin to meld back together. Maybe all wasn't lost.
I hope you liked. I'm not sure how good it came out but I've been wanting to do an Hatori centric story for awhile, so here it is. Please review, thank you!