This isn't really my first attempt at writing a fic, but I would really like your comments/flames. I need to know what you would like to read, so please review.

I DO NOT OWN GUNDAM WING OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS and so on.Basically don't sue me for having fun.

Overview: This is a Journal that Duo has been writing in since the end of the war. There are no pairings yet in this Chapter/Entry, there is a small suggestion that Trowa and Quatre are, but I assure you they aren't. Well you have to read the rest to find out what's going on.

After the war, there was a unanimous decision to start the date system over, beginning with PT(peace time) 001.

[ Duo's Thoughts ] *Action

Journal Entry No. 1 December 4, PT 001

It's been a long time since I last written. Today had started just like every other day since the war has ended. I'm seldom able to find time to be alone and let everything out. Take this morning for example.

----Flash Back----

"Duo!" came the voice from downstairs.

"Five more minutes!"

"No, get up now!"

"Fine, I'm up, I'm up, are you happy!?" [Every morning it's the same thing. You would think getting up at six in the morning is a bit early for going to school.Sometimes I wish we didn't have to go to school, or at least have taken a break after the war, so I could catch up on my sleep.] "I guess I should get up before Heero."

*Knocking at the door

"Duo, I called for you to get up ten minutes ago."

"I'm up Heero."

"Well hurry and take a shower so we can go."

"Okay, I'll be down in a bit.. I've got to be the only person in the world with a human alarm clock complete with snooze setting."

"I heard that." Heero said as he walked back down the stairs.

[And perfect hearing.but what do you expect from the 'Perfect Soldier'] I thought. "Let's see, what should I wear today? I don't really feel like being flashy today, hmmm. I guess I'll just wear my black jeans and a sweater. Now for a shower before 'Mr. Perfect' down there says something about not hearing any movement."

After getting out of the shower and drying off, I had to dry and braid my hair. Once all that was finished, I got dressed and headed downstairs to meet Heero before the bus came to pick us up.

"Hey Heero, does this look okay?"

I turned around to give him a good look at what I was wearing.

"Should I wear this sweater or a turtleneck.?"

He just sat there and stared at me with those cobalt eyes that seem to pierce into your soul, as if he were in an entirely different universe or something.

"Heero.Heero...Colony to Heero."

"Hn?" as he shook off his daze.

"Does this look okay, or should I wear something else?"

There was another pause, as he was staring at me again.

"Heero!"

"Duo you look fine, let's head out to the bus stop."

[I wonder if he's okay, he's been like this for a while, ever since the end of the war. It's as if he's trying to find something. Maybe, he's just going though some kinda post war withdrawal or something, and since I'm the only one here he looks at me trying to remember the past.]

"Duo, you coming?"

"Here I come, let me grab my books."

We left the little apartment we called home and headed for the bus stop. The walk was pretty uneventful and let's face it, BORING. After about five minutes of walking I couldn't take it anymore, the silence was killing me.

"Hey, Heero."

"Hn?"

"Why?"

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"Why is it we have to go to school? I mean we just saved the Earth, the Colonies, and all of mankind. Don't you think we deserve a break?"

"Hn."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Duo, we've been over this everyday for the past 3 months. We are going to school so we can get jobs, so we don't have to keep steeling funds from various organizations, mainly the former OZ."

"Pftt."

"Don't complain, because of our training and our skills we were able to skip ninth, tenth, and eleventh grade."

"But."

"we only have two weeks before winter break. At that time you will be able to do whatever you want for a month and a half. After that, we will only have 4 months of school left."

"I guess, but I still don't understand why we."

"Good morning guys!" came a voice from a few feet away.

"Oh, hey Quatre, hey Trowa. Good morning to you too. Hey since you guys are here maybe you can answer this question for me."

"If it's about why we have to go to school, you already know what I'm going to say." Quatre quickly said before I could ask the question. I then turned to Trowa and he gave me the customary glance and said,

"You know my answer as well, I'm only here 'cause of Quatre, and I don't want to go back to the circus."

"Well you guys aren't any help." I pouted out in frustration. "At least tell me why Wufei doesn't have to be here."

"Because we are all doing things that we enjoy doing." Quatre said. "Heero is studying computer programming and information systems, I am studying business and economics, Trowa is studying political science, and you said you wanted to study computers with Heero as well as accounting. Besides, the school Wufei chose to attend allowed him to study culinary arts, which is something that came natural to him."

"Yea, yea, ' Mr. Kitchen Wiz' gets to go to a different school and doesn't have to get up 'till eight, while we have to."

"Stop complaining Duo."

[Now he has something to say.and why is he always staring at me?]

".the bus is coming."

Later that Day

[Today is taking forever.I'm glad this is the last , and my favorite, class of the day.]

"You've got Mail" the computer chimed.

[I wonder who would be mailing me something in school?]

*Opens E-Mail

Email:
Duo, It's me, Heero.
I need to talk to you when we get home.

[I wonder what he wants? Oh well, I guess I will find out at home.WHY is he staring at me again?]

*Bell Rings

At the Bus Stop

Trowa, Quatre, and I stepped off the buss, but no Heero

"Hey Quat, did you see Heero on the bus?"

"No Duo, I haven't seen him since the bus ride this morning, sorry."

"What about you Tro?"

"I saw him in the hall between third and forth periods. I believe he said he needed to go to the library to pick up a book for English or something." "Oh.I guess that makes sense.so, what are you guys gonna do tonight?'

When Quatre quickly said, "The same thing we do every night Pinky. Try to take over the world!"

Trowa and I basically fell flat on our faces.

"Seriously though," he continued, "I'm going to type up this report for my business class, then probably watch a cartoon or two."

Trowa continued by saying, "I'm gonna get as much homework done before I head off to Gymnastics Practice."

"Gymnastics??? I thought you said you were done with the circus?" I asked trying not to laugh to hard.

"Yes.I never said I didn't' like the circus and what I did, i...it's just."

Seeing Trowa starting to loose his composure Quatre quickly interrupted.

"Trowa just wants to stay in shape now that the war is over and he's not part of the circus anymore."

[Oh man, if I knew Trowa had missed the circus that much I would have never said anything. It almost looks like he's gonna cry.] "Sorry Tro, if I knew you missed the Circus."

That's okay Duo, you didn't know.I'm gonna head over to the apartment."

Trowa started to walk back to their place.

"Here I come Trowa.Hey duo, if you want, you can come with us."

"Nah, I'm supposed to meet Heero at our Apartment. He said we needed to talk. I don't know what about, but guess, I'll find out when he gets back."

"Oh, well if you guys finish your talk, feel free to stop by anytime. I'm going to catch up with Trowa; he looks a bit shaken up. See ya later!"

Quatre ran to catch Trowa before he got too far ahead of him. I just headed back to the apartment, picked up the mail, went inside and decided to watch T.V.

[Figure nothing's on but the really kiddy shows.]

I had decided to go and make a snack before going upstairs. After looking around the kitchen for about five minutes, I gave up and went upstairs and did my homes work.

[I knew I shouldn't have waited 'till the last minute to do this paper...Looks like I'm going to be up all night trying to finish this.]

*Cranked up the music

I sat at my desk and started writing. When I looked up at the clock again, it was about 7:30.

[Wow, I wonder if Heero is back yet?] "Heero!"

Nothing

[Maybe he's downstairs on the couch watching T.V like he normally does.]

I headed downstairs to check, and he wasn't there.

[Maybe he stopped over Quatre's and lost track of time. After all he is a hardcore fan of cartoons like Quatre, so I will give him a call.]

*Dialing

"Hey Quatre."

"Oh hey, Duo, what's up?"

"Is Heero over there?"

"No, he isn't. Is there a problem?"

"No.well sort of. You see, Heero told me to meet him at home so we could talk, and I haven't seen or heard from him since forth (last) period today, when he sent me email in class."

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"Quatre, you there?"

"Um. Yea"

"well if you."

"Trowa not.mmm.now, I'm on the phone with.ahh.Duo."

"Quatre is everything okay over there?"

"Uh. Everything is fine. Look if I see Heero, I'll tell him you are looking for him, I'll see ya tomorrow, okay."

----END FLASHBACK---

Quatre hung up on me before I could even say goodbye. I am still wondering what they were doing over there. Odd, huh journal???

Well, I know that the library closes at ten, and it was only half past eight when I started telling you what's going on. I had decided to wait 'till after ten that way if Heero was still at the library, he would have time to walk home. Its half past 10 and Heero still hasn't come home. So, I am going to end it here, because I need to go find him. I will write again tomorrow to let you know what happened.

P.S. I am really worried about him journal. I hope I can find him.

To be continued.