A/N: This story is written for APurpleAvacado. Why? Because I love their story A Beautiful Liar. I sensed a little HidaIta going on and.. It just made me all giddy inside. Go read their story! I command'th it! And while you're in the reading mood... Read and review this one. Haha.

Desclaimer: If I owned Naruto... do you honestly think Naruto (coughsasukecough) Would be the main character? Pfft. Hell no. It'd be Deidara or Hidan! So yeah.. You all get what I'm trying to say, right? I own nothing but a pair of socks I don't wear. Go me!


There used to be a time where I thought we were infinite. I believed every word you said. Every lie you told.

I was stupid.

You told me you would be there. You never came. You said you would always protect me, but instead.. You left when I needed you the most, but that wasn't the worst of it. You said you loved me. I should have known you didn't.

I was blind to you.

Reality hit me, though. Hard and fast. I had seen it coming. What you did.. I knew all along, but I never wanted to believe it.When I had found out, though.. I stayed with you. As much as it bothered, and hurt me.. I still continued to lie to myself. Don't assume that it was because of love.. No, I could never love you after that. I stayed only because..

You accepted me.

You accepted who I was, and what I have done. You understood my true, and honest reasons.. And I still believe you have not told a soul.

You know, they say ignorance is bliss. I guess that saying is pretty true, at least for me. Back then, I yearned for approval, longed to be wanted, and desired to be loved.. I still do, actually.

My greatest mistake was letting you in. Trusting you, believing you.

It wasn't all bad, though. I did have some fun, really. I enjoyed when you would smile at me. Not the smile you would give to the rest of our companions, or the ever-so-seductive smirk that would play on your lips right before you killed one of your victims.

I mean the smile you would give when it was just us two. The one I have always believed was reserved just for me. That same one that made me feel as though you honestly cared.

I know what you would say though. That you have used the same smile with me, as you have with everyone. I believe, that is another one of your many lies.

Then there was also your laugh. Not the soft chuckle I have often heard escaping your pale, pink lips when you would watch someone do something stupid, or get themselves in trouble, but the full-blown laughter you would give when you found something truly amusing.

There were, and still are, certain little things like these that attract me to you. These things that made me want you in the first place, made me slip into your room late at night when everyone was asleep.

It has been nearly three and a half months since our last, late-night meeting. The one that had ended our "infinity". Our 'sins' as you called it.

I know you have been curious, as to why I have been ill lately. The reasons for your curiosity are your own. I honestly do not care. The reason for my illness is..

I'm carrying your child.

I'm sure this peaked your curiosity even further, and that you'd like to know how. I'm not too particularly keen on letting you know any more secrets, but I guess you have some sort of a right to know.

It was back when Orochimaru was still part of our organization. He wanted to do some testing, I needed the money he had offered. For weeks, I allowed him to use my body as he pleased, as long as I was paid first.

Just before he left, he did one last experiment on me. Until now, I had hoped that I would never figure out what exactly the liquid inside that syringe would do to me, and prayed that I would never have to tell anyone of these experiments.

Unfortunately, my pregnancy was apparently the result. To this day, I do not know why he had given me that particular syringe, or if he even knew what it would do.

I guess now I have said all that I needed to say, and I know what to do.

Uchiha Itachi