A/N: Originally a Reader Drabble fic. She can be you. The italicized I personally think is Izaya who talked to her prior about Kida and Saki.
"Hey! You wanna go to a movie this weekend. " Kida asked cheerfully coming up to her desk and putting his elbows on it.
"If your paying." She said carelessly while inwardly she was squealing in delight. 'A date! He's asking me out on a date right?'
"Score!" cheered Kida as he walked back over to his friend Mikado."and thats how you get a girl" he said as he slung his arm around his shoulders.
She turned my head away and blushed. For a while now she had been harboring a crush on Kida for a long time. Sure he was a bit of a womanizer but he was also so cheerful and outgoing.
She admired those traits greatly, since she acted without meaning to as the complete opposite; a stereotypical ice queen. Somewhere along the lines that admiration had turned into a crush. Too bad that crush was about to be crushed.
-Time Skip-
She had done it. She had become Kida's girlfriend. However now she knew...
"You know it's only a dream"
The girl stood motionless concealed underneath a tree outside of the hospital. She watched as Kida went in a bouquet of flowers in his hand. He didn't know she was here. She really shouldn't be here.
"He doesn't really love you"
Glancing up at the hospital building she couldn't stop thinking back to what that man said.. 'Was it true?' Silently the girl followed Kida inside determined to find out the truth.
"You are just a distraction"
'I know.' she stopped when Kida entered one of the hospital rooms.
"Just someone to help him forget"
'I Know.' Taking deep breath she eavesdropped listening intently to the conversation going on inside.
"Isn't that right~ ?"
'I KNOW.' Trembling she fled the hospital tears falling breaking her ice queen facade.
Later curled up in a ball she knew the answer she always knew the answer from somewhere inside herself. Despite that though was it so wrong...so wrong to pretend for a bit? To forget that...
She was just a replacement.
"In the end no matter how many girls you flirt with you'll always come back to me.
After all you love me. Right Kida?"- Saki