AN: this is my second story. Please review and no hate

WARNING: Contains suicide and self harm. Also depressing scenes.

CHAPTER ONE

Hermione's pov

Flashback before Hogwarts

"Mia! Mia! Open the door!" I yelled through my sisters door, I could hear her sobbing. Then I heard her shuffle to the door and unlock it then retreat back to her bed. I turned the handle and walked in. I looked at her. She was curled up in a ball. Beside her was a bottle of painkillers and a blade from a sharpener. The lid of the painkillers was open and on the bed beside her. She looked at me and her eyes were puffy and red.

"Mia. Did you..." I started to ask,

"Y-yes I d-did. I c-cant stand i-it no m-more." She looked at me with an empty look. I got out my phone and dialled the ambulance.

"Sorry..."

I looked over at her as I did her eyes rolled back and she went floppy I ran over to her and grabbed her hand which was covered in blood.

"Hello how may I help you?"

"U-um I just walked in on my sister. She's tried to commit um s- suicide!" As I said it I was trying to fight back tears.

"Have you checked for a pulse?"

"N-no i-i can't... just p-please come and save h-her." Tears were now streaming down my cheeks. I tried to stay calm.

"I'll send an ambulance round. What's the address?"

"U-um 61 west street I-I think."

"Are your parents home?"

"N-no."

"Do you know where they are?"

"N-no."

"OK. An ambulance should be there soon."

Is sat with Mia until the ambulance arrived. The paramedics loaded her in a stretcher then in to the van. I hopped in without waiting to be invited to. On the way to the hospital I kept thinking what if she doesn't make it? What will mum and dad say? Is it my fault? She doesn't deserve it. I kept thinking until suddenly I couldn't breath and my chest hurt like hell. One of the paramedics come over and started talking. I couldn't hear her well as I was trying to breath. Next thing I knew it went black...

I woke up and the first thing I saw was the white ceiling. I could hear beeping. I sat up and look around. I then realized I was in a hospital room, I went to stand up then realized the drip in my hand. I went to call out but my voice went all raspy. I layed back down and realized the heart monitor beside me. I was confused.

A nurse walked in and realised I was awake.

"do you want anything hermione dear."