I SAY YES
Turns out I'm a meat puppet. Hell wants me dead, Heaven wants my flesh. The damn vessel. A load of crap. There's ever only one I'd let in.
My body, my will; I'd never give myself over to a stranger. But if it's you, I'd say yes.
For all the things you've done for me; for all you have given up for my sake… letting you use me to save the world is a small price. If I never had the chance to show you gratitude, there it goes. I owe you my life. If I'm supposed to be Heaven's bitch, then let it be you, Cass.
I say yes. To you. You would consider my wishes and my will. Be caring or rough with my conscience, would it be you, I'd do it gladly. Because to no one else I'd reveal the emptiness inside. But maybe you could fill it.
I know what you would say if I told you what I'm thinking: "It has to be another". But you would understand what it means to me, right?
I don't want to die in anyone's arms. But I don't want to die alone. For you I wouldn't think twice… For you Cass, I say yes.
A/N: Shorter than usual :,( I intended to write something deeper, but I guess I can't reach Dean's true character yet. Though I thought his mind could pretty much follow this path at some point. It irritates me that Castiel always does so much for him and he doesn't do much to repay. I think he should pay with his body ahaha :D
Thanks for reading, I hope you have enjoyed :3