Okay so I know it's been a long time but here I am back and this time I'm think: (Drum Roll) A SEQUEL!

After a horrible accident, causing her to loose her brother, Clary Fray is finally coming to terms over the fact that her brother is never coming back. But what if a small incident occurs bringing everything to the surface. Weird things start happing and this causes a strain on her and Jace's relationship. Will she ever be truly okay?

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Now on to the story Hope you enjoy: (NOT EDITED CAUSE EDITING IS BORING)

Empty

That's how I felt. The bed on the left side was cold and just didn't have the same warmth it usually had. His name was repeating in my head over and over.

Jace

When I was a teenager I promised myself I wouldn't let my feelings for a boy get to me. But I did I opened my heart to much just to slam it in his face. It is my fault, I know that much but how could I tell him when I had no idea myself.

My body let out another round of sobs. I was so confused was impulse made me do these things. Slowly I got out of the cold and empty bed and wobbled to the bathroom. 'Maybe just once, I won't do it again just this once.' I thought to myself

Flicking on the lights the white bathroom even looked as I felt, sad. The white tiles were cold under my feet as I sat myself on the toilet.

Barley I could hear my stereo on low playing music:

We fell by the wayside, and slowly watched ourselves die
A lonely death in which no one cared and no one came
When the walls cave in, we only have ourselves to blame

And even if it's dark at least we'll be together
Slowly sinking in the earth to lay forever
You better grab a hold and hold on for your life
Because you don't get lucky twice

Reaching in the shower I grabbed the object I was looking for. She said it might help it helps her so why can't it help me. I razed the silver blade and brought it to my wrist.

"Clary!"

Maybe it will all work out like in the movies
But I know Romeo must die before the ending
With a final poison kiss delivered gently
Because you don't get lucky twice, and that's the truth

Sing to me sweet, just like my memory
If New York City still moves me
Then I found something real
I'll be okay, I could go on for days
But I just don't have the courage that it takes to be real

And even if it's dark at least we'll be together
Slowly sinking in the earth to lay forever
You better grab a hold and hold on for your life
Because you don't get lucky twice
No, you don't get lucky twice

Present time:

"My hearts a stereo it beats for you" I sung along swinging my hips pushing the vacuum forward and backwards bobbing my head along. Turning off the vacuum I wandered my eyes over my new apartment. It wasn't to girly and the walls were white so I would have fun painting it. Jace said I could do anything as long as it was girly. According to him it was our apartment so it had to fit both of us. I was tempted to paint our bedroom pink but I not a pink girl.

Just recently Izzy made me go to an art class with her she said it would help her with her future job a fashion designer. Well I went with her and was instantly hooked. The teacher said I was a natural and now sometimes Jace has to drag me away from my sketch pad and art room just to go on dates with him.

I twirled in my spot dancing and picked up the duster. I reached over the TV and swept under and on top of it. Still swinging my hips I twirled around and sprung right into the arms of somebody. The muscular arms tighten it hold as I felt his breath in my ear.

"I would love to come home to this everyday" Jace murmured against my neck. He trailed butterfly kisses up and down my neck. I shivered and pressed myself closer.

"Hmmhm" I agreed

Jace nuzzled my ear with his mouth, licking the earlobe lightly. I shuddered, and Jace trailed his mouth down my jaw line, brushing soft kisses as he went.

Jace' expertness had left me breathless and gasping, arching her body into his at every kiss.

Jace continued down my neck and up to my face, brushing kisses across my nose, my cheekbones, and my eyelids. We walked backwards and I felt a soft thud as we both fell on the couch. He landed on top but I hardly noticed as he worked his way down going from neck to the chest, and my stomach. I let out a small moan and it was returned with one of his own. He lifted up my shirt a little and kissed my bellybutton then worked his way up again.

Finally I couldn't stand it anymore and flipped myself over so that I was straddling Jace, pinning his arms above his head. He smiled up mischievously.

I bent my head and my lips met with Jace', our mouths coming together. I took control, parting Jace' lips and thrusting my tongue inside his mouth. We kissed like that for a while me fighting for dominance but having a very hard time to get it. I broke away, panting.

"Jace we can't-" I trailed off. "I have to be in school right now and you have work"

"Skip with me" He stated his eyes glazed over in lust. I rolled my eyes and checked the time. My eyes widened and I ran to our room grabbing my bag.

"Crap! I'm so dead, I'm late professor is going to strangle me" I ranted on hardly noticing Jace standing by the door.

"Um honey, the town bus already is gone and you can't take the subway to campus" I groaned and face planted.

"Crap" I mumbled in my hand.

"Ah you who have little faith in me, come on I'll get you to school in time"

"Don't you have work?"

"Nope" he said popping the "P" "I have the day off" I nodded then followed him out the door. My breathing was going back to normal and the heated make-out session was a distant memory but I had a feeling it would surface soon enough.

A/n: I hope you guys enjoyed the first chapter of the sequel of How Could This Happen to Me. Please feel free to comment and spread around the news that this story is up. thanks so much to, whoever is anonymous, Bookworm1015 ,KSD1, jadelyn3352, and missmatchedxoxo1723. You can thank them for the start of this sequel. Thanks so much for reading again. The song of this chapter (and book) is by "Mayday Parade" (LOVE THEM) with their song "Without The Bitter The Sweet Isn't As Sweet"

Question of the day: What do you think will happen and did it cause Clary to use that extreme measures.