「KILLER QUEEN」THIRD BOMB! BITES THE DUST!
It worked?
It worked!
I'm free!
Ahem...
Anyways...
Hello! I am Wry (Yes, my name is a Jojo's reference).
Now if you're new here, then your next line will probably be "Who's this Wry guy? I thought this account was called Freedomewriter?" (Take a shot every time I make a Jojo's reference, you'll be dead before the Author's note are done.)
Well, I'm only the Editor for this account (Though I do write some stories), for you see, this account is a team effort! If you were to check out the other stories here, then you'll know they are written by Freedome! That's why this account is called Freedomewriter! Because Wry, (my name) is the abbreviated version of Writer. Reviewer. Yearner!
Anyways! Enough with the background and exposition! You're all here for WHITE ROSE! Now I must warn you, this story is rated M for a reason,
WE'RE going to have SMUT (Next chapter), DEPRESSION, SELF-HARM (almost), ABUSE (by word of mouth only), AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE (Weiss nearly, 'bit the dust'. Ehh? I'll see myself out...)!
So I hope you can enjoy! This is going to be a Wild and Bizarre ride!
Oh, before I forget... If any of you read the OG chapter, I'm sorry, I kinda rushed it out... Though, it looks like "Bites the Dust" went into effect, and the story's fixed...
Also, No One Dies! I hate reading FanFics where it's all romance and love, then out of nowhere, someone dies! It just *beep* up my whole day/night..
Now, let's get on with the FanFiction!
(Oh, just two more things, all dialog is in bold, I decide upon this so the reader wouldn't get lost while characters are speaking. And, when dialog is in both Italics and Bold, it's meant to show how that person is on a "passion high")
See Ya Later!
Weiss stood only a couple feet from the dorm room door, she dropped her Scroll, then collapsed onto her hands and knees, her last bit of self-worth and ambition had just been crush right before her "N-No…"
It had all started at the beginning of Winter break, Weiss had gone back to Atlas, to her father. And there, with that heartless monster she called a 'father', her pride and self-dignity had all but been smashed to pieces. She had only spent four days in Atlas, and yet, those four days had broken her, every bit of pride, strength, hope, and joy she had built up from her time at Beacon… They had all been shattered from her time in Atlas "W-Why..?"
Weiss had begun to sob uncontrollably, hot tears streaming down her cheeks, she couldn't stand, she could barely breathe, her body felt numb "What… What's wrong with me?!"
Weiss cursed herself under her own breath, she had come out to her team a few days before Winter break, and they accepted her. Ruby, Blake, Yang, they had all supported her. And yet, for some reason, unknown to even to her, she told her father about being gay, and that… That was her biggest mistake "W-Why did I tell him?"
Weiss had slowly begun to pick herself up, she had to get inside her dorm, she had to calm herself down, if she didn't, things would only get even worse "Why am I even alive..?"
Weiss had suffered more than just physical abuse from her father, he had insulted her, degraded her, every word that came from his mouth was meant to crush her spirit "I just… I just…"
Weiss pushed the door open as she fell onto the floor, everything had finally hit her, her father had revoked her claim to the Schnee Dust Company, her claim to change the family name, her claim to pull it from the mud which her father had dragged it through, he had revoked it all, her entire life goal, her dream, he had destroyed it all…
"Weiss!?" Weiss's heart stopped, she knew that the rest of Team RWBY weren't going to return till the end of the week, yet, she could've sworn she just heard Ruby's voice
"Weiss! What's wrong?!" Weiss slowly lifted her head, she couldn't believe her eyes, Ruby was standing right in front of her. The young Huntress's big silver eyes shining down upon her
"R-Ruby..? W-What are you doing here?" Weiss's entire body was shaking, she could barely speak, the former heiress couldn't tell whether she was having a panic attack, or a full blown mental breakdown
"A couple days ago, Ozpin asked me if I could come see him, so I just decided to stay here till school started back up." Ruby had begun to slowly pick Weiss up, she knew, just by the way Weiss was acting, she knew what had happened between her and her father
"R-Ruby…" Weiss held tightly onto Ruby, she had to. Ruby, for as annoying as she could be, was the only person Weiss had left, her family, her 'friends', anyone she thought close to her, they had all abandoned her, everyone... Except Ruby
"Yes, Weiss?" Ruby slowly laid Weiss onto her bed as she sat down next to her, the white-haired beauty looking more like a fragile piece of art than a person
"I-I-It's... H-He... I-I..." Weiss had slowly forced herself up, she couldn't speak, she couldn't breath, her throat felt as if it were collapsing in on itself
"He revoked your claim to the company, didn't he?" Ruby had place her hand on Weiss's cheek, the look of total and absolute despair on her face, it broke Ruby's heart.
"H-He... I-I-I..!" Weiss had pushed Ruby's hand off her cheek as she broke down into tears. Why was she even alive? She had nothing, no family, no friends, no financial future, she didn't even know if she was going to be able to stay at Beacon!
"Weiss, everything's going to be okay, I'm here for you. Alright?" Ruby had pulled Weiss into a hug, the former heiress just wailed and sobbed into Ruby's shoulder, she had nothing. She was nothing!
"I-I... Just want to die..." Weiss heart pounded in her ears, her vision was completely obscured from her tears. She just wanted everything to stop, the beating, the crying, the shaking, she just wanted it all to end!
"Weiss, don't say that!" Ruby's eyes widen, her face was a mix of minor shock, and absolute sadness. She knew Weiss struggled with depression, self anger, hatred, doubt... She knew Weiss had struggled with a lot throughout her life... And yet, even in the darkest situation that Ruby's mind could think of, suicide was never even considered a possibility.
"I just want to die... I just want this pathetic excuse for a life to be over!" Weiss had pushed Ruby off of her, she hated the warmth Ruby brought her, the joy, the happiness, she hated it! She hated her own feelings! She hated the fact that anytime she looked at a girl, her heart would pound! She hated the fact... She liked Ruby, she'd always liked Ruby, the girl was everything that made Weiss's heart flutter, everything that made her feel contempt and complete, and yet, she hated it at the same time!
"You're not pathetic, Weiss! You're a Sch-" Ruby stopped herself, Weiss's whole life goal had been smashed to pieces, her family didn't care if she lived or died, any friends she had back in Atlas had turned their backs on her. Weiss was completely alone, and the last thing she needed, was the be reminded of a family that didn't give a damn about her.
"Yes I am, Ruby... My father's right, I'm just a waste of potential and life! A good for nothing dyke!" Weiss hated herself, she just wanted to tie a rope around her throat, and take a nosedive off out their dorm room window. Why couldn't she be normal, why could she be straight, why couldn't she good enough? Why!?
"No you're not, Weiss! You're beautiful, you're amazing, you're the sweetest, kindest person I know! Weiss Schnee, I..." Ruby had grabbed Weiss by the shoulders, and was about to start shaking her, she was about to tell her! And yet, for some reason, she couldn't, she couldn't will herself to shake Weiss, even lightly. But worse of all, she couldn't will herself to tell Weiss, to tell the former heiress how she felt.
"Ruby... Just..." Weiss looked down and took a few deep breaths, she had something in mind, something that'd make all this pain go away.
"What is it, Weiss?" Ruby's voice was soft, quiet, she wanted Weiss to feel safe, and she'd be damned if Weiss needed something that she couldn't get.
"Do you... Mind running me some bathwater?" Weiss suddenly had a smile on her face, it was small, yet bizarrely bright. It was a strange sight, especially since, moments ago, she had been crying her eyes out.
"B-Bathwater? You wanna take a bath?" Ruby's cheeks were slightly red, this made no sense to her. Why did Weiss suddenly have such a shift in mood?
"Yeah, I think a nice hot bath would do me some good." Weiss's voice was oddly happy, almost, too happy. Something completely changed inside her.
"Alright, I'll go start the water." Ruby's cheeks had turned a bright red as she quickly jumped off the bed and bolted into the bathroom
Weiss quickly stood up from her bed, this sudden chance in mood was nothing more than an act, a ruse to get Ruby out of her way "This is the only way..."
She looked down at the bookshelf, and with a quick shove, a couple books fell to the floor, and behind them, was a black box "I'm fucking useless..."
Weiss held a dark secret from her teammates...
She was a cutter...
It was something she had been doing since her tenth birthday, it was the only way she was able to deal with the abuse, the shouting, the fighting... It had become her safety net, it was the only way she knew how to stop her panic attacks, her breakdowns, her crying...
It was the only way...
Weiss stared at the black box, inside, was a serrated steak knife, she had picked it up one night her and Team RWBY went out to dinner "I deserve this."
She pulled the top of the box off, and grabbed the knife inside, this was going to be the first time Weiss had cut herself since she'd left Atlas "I'm a waste of life."
But, before she could slide the blade across her wrist, something popped into mind, something, even more terrifying than cutting "It's not that far."
Weiss had parted the curtains on the dorm room window, she then flipped the lock and pushed the widow open "I doubt... Anyone will care... I doubt she will..."
For more evenings and nights than Weiss could count, she would have this...
Disturbing scene play out in her head...
She'd push aside the curtains, then she'd unlock the window, and once the cold wind would've touched her snow white skin, she'd slide a knife across her throat, then...
She'd fall into campus below...
There would be nights where she'd get close, but she would either just stare out the dorm room widow, or contemplate it in bed.
Weiss looked out the window as snow had begun to get blown into the dorm... The snow was so cold... The cold, it reminded her of Atlas... Of her father "Just one step..."
She looked at the knife, its sharpen edges looked so... Comforting "A single step, and it'll all be over."
Weiss had gotten up on the bookshelf as she started to lift the knife, the cold causing her fingers to feel like ice, but she didn't care, she knew, that with a single slide, all of her pain would stop. "I-I... I don't... Love her..."
She took a quick look behind her, and something caught her eye, a small picture on her desk, it was of her and Ruby, it was of the first time they had seen a movie together, and to Weiss's deep regret, she had chosen a romance film... that night, she had almost kissed Ruby, she had almost confessed her feelings to a girl she knew, she could never be with "I don't... I don't... I..."
Weiss had begun to cry, her hands had started to shake, and yet, she had a smile on her face, a small, slim, accepting smile... And as pressed the knife against her throat, there was only thing left that stood between her and the eternal peace she so desired... A swift pull, a single slide of the knife, and she'd finally be happy, she'd finally be free, free of the pain and abuse "I... I-I love you... Ruby Rose... I love you... Goodbye."
The shaking had stopped...
The crying had ceased...
A deafening silence filled the room...
Time froze in place...
Colors seemingly vanished in an instant...
And yet...
Weiss couldn't do it...
No matter how much she wanted to, she couldn't slide the knife across her throat, no matter how much she wanted to end it, something held her back "R-Ruby... I-I can't..."
Weiss had lowered the knife, and just stared at it... Something was different... Something had changed... Something inside her, had changed "I can't... I can't... I..."
Weiss looked out the window, the snow, it reminded her of Atlas... Of her father... Of the man who had taken everything from her, of the man who had beaten, abused, and degraded her for years, of the man who would rather die than accept her! "I... I can't do this!"
Weiss had snapped! And as if by instinct, she threw the knife! Weiss had thrown the knife out of the window, and down into the campus below "I-I'm... I-In love, with, Ruby-!"
In her state of pure confusion and life saving hesitation, Weiss had taken a step backwards, causing her to fall straight off the bookshelf and onto the floor...
And as she laid there, her body starting to shake again, her eyes beginning to fill up with tears once more, the realization finally hit her...
The only thing that stopped her form taking her own life...
The only reason she was still alive...
The only reason she wall still breathing...
Was the fact she was in love...
In love with Ruby...
Ruby quickly rushing out of the bathroom from the loud thud she heard! Her mind raced, was Weiss okay, was she hurt, what was that sound?
"WEISS-!" Ruby froze, she was standing in the bathroom doorway, she couldn't believe what she was seeing.
"Ruby, do you have to yell?" Weiss was laying on the floor, tears flowing freely from her eyes, her entire body hurt, but it wasn't from the fall... It was from fear, the fear that she had almost taken her own life..
"Weiss, are you okay!? Are hurt? How'd you fall? Why's the window open?" Ruby had ran straight to Weiss, the former heiress just laid there, crying, shivering
"I just... Needed some air." Weiss had slowly begun to stand back up, the shelf was a completely mess, books were scattered all over the floor.
"Weiss... Please tell me the-!" Weiss had lost her balance, and just when she was about to fall back onto the floor, Ruby had caught her.
"R-Ruby..!" Weiss's voice cracked, she just stared at Ruby, her tears slowly fading away as Ruby's eyes locking onto her's, silver and blue seemingly blending together.
"Weiss, everything's okay. I'm here for you, I've been since the first day we've met, and I always will be." Ruby had begun rub her nails against Weiss's back, and as for every inch she leaned closer, Weiss's face grew redder and redder.
"Ruby... I-I..." Weiss's heart pounded, she had always liked Ruby, actually 'liked' would've been an understatement, she was in love with Ruby! And now that they were this close, she had her opportunity, her chance to confess feelings long since stowed away in her heart.
"Weiss, you're beautiful, you're gorgeous, you're everything to me... Weiss, I've always wanted to tell you something... I l-!" Ruby was just about to kiss Weiss, but then, to her utter surprise, Weiss had kissed her first!
"Ruby Rose, I love you." Weiss quickly pulled back as her face was turned a dark crimson color, Ruby was just standing in front of her, looking straight into her eyes, into her soul
"I love you too, Weiss." Just as Ruby had finished speaking, she had gently pressed her lips against Weiss's, the heiress's body had tensed up, but then almost instantly relaxed.
Weiss couldn't believe it, her and Ruby, were kissing...
And she loved it! The way it felt!
The heat coming off of Ruby's body!
The feeling of Ruby's hands trailing along her back!
They all made Weiss's head spin!
Her and Ruby continued the kiss for another few moments, but their lungs desperate need for oxygen surpassed their need to kiss, and thus, it had to be broken "Weiss, are you okay? You look kinda red."
"I'm fine, you beautiful dolt." Weiss was on cloud nine, she'd never felt this happy in her whole life, Ruby had saved her, she had saved her life, her heart, her soul... Ruby had saved Weiss from the one person who hated her the most, herself...
" 'Beautiful dolt'? Weiss, are you sure you're alright?" Ruby knew, she knew what Weiss had tried to do, the very moment she saw Weiss on the floor and window open, she'd known right there and then, Weiss had almost taken her own life.
"Actually... There is something that's been bothering me." The tone in Weiss's voice was different... It wasn't her typical tone... There was no sadness, no fear, no hesitation, the only thing that echoed from her voice...
Was happiness..!
True happiness!
For the first time in over seven years, Weiss was truly happy.
"Weiss, you can tell me, I'm always here for you, and I'll do whatever it takes to make sure you're safe." Ruby had placed her hand on Weiss's cheek, and this time, Weiss didn't push her away.
Weiss had placed her hand on Ruby's, and in a slow, soft, gentle motion, her lips had formed into a soothed, peaceful, smile. And as she had begun to taken in the warmth of Ruby's hand, the ever caring and giving warmth, something dawned on her. Ruby had never tried to hurt her, not once, not even when training. Ruby, had always been there for her, even now, even after she tried to take her own life, Ruby has here for her "It's just that... We stopped kissing."
"Good grief, you dolt!" Ruby's face had turned a dark shade of crimson as she started to cry, tears of pure joy and relief had begun to flow down her cheeks.
"That's my line." The very moment Weiss had finished speaking, she had begun to softly press her lips against Ruby's.
Weiss couldn't explain the feelings that were rushing through her body...
The closest comparison that came to her mind, was an extreme mix of passion, pleasure, lust, love, and just pure ecstasy!
And those feelings were just the tip of the iceberg compared to what had happened next.
Due to Ruby's hand slowly going down Weiss's back, she eventually reached Weiss's lower back, a.k.a, her sweet spot.
"Ruby~!"
Weiss didn't even have a second to speak before Ruby's tongue entered her mouth, and to Weiss's absolute shock, she enjoyed it!
Actually, enjoyed would be a massive understatement, she was on cloud ten, if that was even possible!
Her own tongue had even begun to move around Ruby's, the two girls seemingly going off of nothing but pure lust, love, and instinct!
Though...
Sadly the world's biggest nuisance had to ruin this moment, this beyond heavenly moment.
Oxygen...
Ruby and Weiss's lungs needed it more now than ever, the two girls knowing they'd soon collapse if they didn't break their kiss.
"Weiss~!" Ruby slowly broke the kiss with Weiss, a trail of saliva connecting the two of them.
"Ruby~!" Weiss felt as if her entire body was on fire, her knees felt weak, her breathing was a complete mess, and she felt like fainting any moment. And yet, she loved it! She had never felt this happy in her entire life! She wanted more, she need more! She just wanted to pull Ruby onto her bed and kiss every inch of her body, every sacred inch of her precious, perfect, gorgeous body!
"I love you~!" Ruby's left hand had slipped down Weiss's back and under her shirt, while her right hand was resting on the back of Weiss's head, ready to pull her into another passionate kiss.
However, just as she was about to kiss Weiss, something popped into her mind that made her burst into a panic "Oh no!"
Weiss felt her kissing high drop as Ruby quickly let go of her, and ran straight into the bathroom, where, luckily enough, the bathtub hadn't yet overflowed "Ruby, what are you doing?"
Ruby happily walked out the bathroom, and straight to Weiss, in which she then planted a kiss directly on her cheek "I was making sure your bathwater hadn't overflowed."
Weiss blushed as she began to fiddle with her thumbs, "Yeah... About that... I was thinking..."
Ruby had placed her hands on Weiss's shoulders, whatever Weiss had on her mind, she could tell her "Weiss, if you wanna take a shower or whatever, I can just-!"
Weiss's cheeks had turned a dark crimson color as she began to smile, her heart pounding harder now than ever "N-No. It's not that. I-I was j-just wondering... D-Do you wanna t-take a b-bath with me?"
Ruby's jaw dropped, her eyes widen, the entirety of her face turned a dark crimson color, she felt as if someone had plucked her straight out of reality, and right into heaven "B-B-Bath!? Y-Y-You w-w-want me t-t-to b-b-bath with y-you!?"
Weiss just gave Ruby a small, shy nod, it may have seemed as if she was embarrassed by her question, though by the look on her face, it clearly wasn't a mistake "Yeah... I think it would nice. Just me and you, having a nice, friendly bath together."
Ruby just stared at Weiss for a couple seconds, then in an instant, she had used her Semblance to bolt into their closet, and grab the nearest clothes she could find "I'll be just a minute!"
Weiss let out a small giggle as she walked into the bathroom, her face turning an even darker shade of red from the sheer idea of seeing Ruby naked "I'll be waiting."
This was harder than painting the Mona Lisa (This may be M rated, but I'm not making the joke you're all thinking I'm going to make.)
Anyways, I hope you've all enjoyed!
Chapter 2 is going to be PURE SMUT (along with a side comedy, some extra hurt/comfort, and an even greater emotional Ora-ing than this chapter.)
Oh, and one more thing, I shall apologize one again for the lack luster original chapter, it was my own fault for rushing this out... I'm greatly sorry...
Also...
I apologize if this sucked!
See Ya Later!