Another day.

Sigh.

I don't find the good part about living forever as human see it. I mean, imagine this, every day you go to school, sit and listen to things you'd already heard for a million time, then you got home, fight with your brothers, sit and watch (and hear) the love birds in the family snuggling each other all night. And then in the morning-

Sigh. Again.

"You sound bitter..." said Edward

Can't you leave my thought alone. Go and read your wife's.

"Alice is busy watching her future for Emmet's pranks."

Emmet groaned.

"I'd rather you didn't tell him. I'd love to see him try." said Alice with a smirk. Then she caught Edward's glance and turned around to look at him deep in the eyes.

I groaned.

"Get use to it, Jazz." sighed Rose.

"Because when you fall in love-especially with such beautiful woman- you're helpless." said Emmet, who turned around and rubbed his nose with his 'Rosie'.

Rosalie and Emmet got this major issue about not touching each other for more than 3 seconds. They stick together. Like moon and stars. Fire and light. Thongs and panties-

Edward snorted then pulled in the parking lot.

Annoyed passed through Rose and Em. They hated when Edward is having a thought conversation with anyone. They consider it rude.

I opened the door and got out. A bunch of human passed right in front of me. It suddenly burn in my throat. Oh great. I should have gone hunting yesterday. I think it's a shame to go hunting when the rest of my family found it not yet necessary.

I heard a sigh. Edward.

"Jasper. That's ridiculous. You should not press yourself like that. People can die if you keep your pride that way."

"I know, I know."

I tried to make him happy as a distract so he'd stop moaning.

"Nice tr-"

"Ok. Bye." I cut him off and into the building. When I got inside, hundreds of emotions hit me.

But worse, hundreds of delicious, bloodful human were in my reach.

I sighed and held my breath, rushed in human pace to my class.

Later, I got to lunch. Got myself an apple and a soda, I walked over to the Cullen table, which is isolated in the corner of the cafeteria. The nearest table is three and a half meters away. But I still need to hold my breath. Just in case.

"Good idea." said Edward when I got to the table.

Then I just sit there, staring outside, bored.

All of us were.

Then I got some new emotions from Edward's direction.

Curious. Frustrated.

What are you doing? I thought as I turned around. He didn't answer. He wasn't even listening. He was staring at a girl, who I recognized as the new Swan girl, since I'd never see her before. Actually, saying Edward's staring is not about right enough. He was looking at her with his eyeballs looking like they're about to pop out.

I wonder what about her that made him starred like that. Good that Alice's looking in other direction even though her hand is still twisted in his. She wouldn't like the idea of her husband looking at other girls like that.

I listened to what the girl is talking. It may give me the faintest idea what's create such reaction from Edward.

"Who are they?" she asked in a shy voice, glancing toward us.

"The Cullens. They're- I don't know- the freaks of this school." said Jessica Stanley.

"Really beautiful freaks though. I wonder why can't they be friendly. With their kind of look, they could be super cool." said Lauren, the girl by the other side of the Swan girl.

Then Stanley told her about out props story about Carlisle adopting us, me and Rose are Esme's niece and nephew....

"Why are you two looking like you'd dropped your soul in other place already?" asked Rose, causing Emmet and Alice to turned around, caught me and Edward both staring at the Swan girl.

We turned back and both not knowing what to say. Edward opened his mouth, about to talk, but then closed it again.

Then I heard Jessica's voice saying:

"Well Bella, that's Jasper-"

I whirled my head around automatically, caught the Swan's girl, Bella, staring at me. She turned pink and looked away. Embarrassed was all over her.

But before she turned away, I already caught the sight of her beauty. She had brown hair, deep chocolate eyes, and the prettiest face I'd ever seen. Her skin was pale. I'd have conclude her as a vampire if she didn't flush her face with blood just seconds ago. Which didn't really help since I'm really thirsty right now. And worse, Bella'd got the sweetest blood I'd ever smell.

Edward went stiff as soon as I finished that thought.

Don't worry. I can control myself. I think-

He frowned.

I turned around to look at Bella again. She got the beauty that I had not seen since I first saw Alice. I loved her once. She'd never know that. But I know she only love me as a brother. I'd never receive any strong emotions from her toward me. So I finally gave up when Alice started went out with Edward. It hurt at f-

Then I stopped dead at my thought as I sense a heavy amount of guilty.

Don't. I thought.

"I'm s-. Jazz, I'd never know-. If I did.."

You'd still go out with her because I'd persuade you to. Edward, you know I'm happy for both of you.

"Thanks. You are indeed the best brother a guy could have."

Emmet coughed loudly. I looked up, the whole table were staring at us, trying to find out what were we discussing about.