a.n.: after watching the DBZ movie Bio-Brolly I couldn't stop thinking about Goten and how his father Goku wasn't around. so I came up with this, enjoy!
I would've been better off not knowing him. Then I wouldn't miss what I'd never had. Damn him for walking out of our lives just so he could continue his training. It's just so stupid and unfair. Everyone's always talked about him being this great hero who's saved the universe over and over again… So what! I hate having to hear how great he is. Especially when it's from someone else's lips, why couldn't he be here to tell me his stories himself. Here I'm his son and all these people who are just friends of the family know more about him then I ever will… Hell Ubuu knows and spends more time with my dad then I ever did, and will. It's just not fair. I wonder if I could've done something wrong… Could it be that he's disappointed with me and my fighting skills? Am I just not good enough for him to call me his son? That's got to be the reason. I know dad's proud of Gohan but what about me? Okay yeah I know Gohan's stronger then me but he stopped training to become a bookworm. I didn't, and I still haven't given up training to become stronger. So why did he leave damnit? Why isn't he here? I need him here, I want him here to train me, to praise me, to spend some quality father-son time with me. Yeah sure I have Gohan here to train me sometimes and he's an okay role-model but he's my older brother. Not my father. Gohan's lucky; he actually got to spend time with dad before he up and took off. Hell even Trunks who has Vegeta as a dad is lucky. At least his dad's around! Bastard! I hate you! Do you hear me dad!? I Fucking Hate You!
a.n.: ta da! hope you liked it. i don't know it just seems to kinda fit somehow as to what might be going on in the deep dark recesses of Goten's mind. later dayz:)