Disclaimers they are not mine
Summery: Sam talks to Brooke after reading a letter
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Nobody's to Blame ....
I came home expecting to find you there waiting.
Ready to fight about something the way we always have.
But was shocked to find just a letter on my desk.
Written just for me it was an explanation.
As to why you left us.
Tears fell from my eyes as I read the words you wrote.
I never knew how much pain you really felt.
I always thought that you were happy with your life.
Now I know that wasn't the case.
You would think with me being the nosey person.
I am I would have saw that it was only a mask.
Disgiuzing what you really felt.
If I would have known I would have shown you.
That there was more to life than trying to be.
What everyone thought you should be.
I can't believe you felt like you had no friends and the one that pretended.
To be was only using you to get theirself further up the ladder of popularity.
I know that I and everyone else loved you for who you were.
Not where you could get them.
Now your gone and it's to late to show you.
It was more than just a friendship actually it was more than.
It should have been I've felt that way as long as I can remember.
I just did'nt want to admit it that's why I gave you such a hard time.
From what I can tell from your letter I know you felt the same.
I just wish that we could have admitted the truth.
Before you decided to take things in your own hands.
Now it's to late for anything.
You'll never know the pain I felt when I walked .
Into your room to find you on the bed.
A bottle of empty sleeping pills in your hand.
I can't remember how long it was I held you crying.
From the pain of what could of been if I only I had'nt been so blind.
It was her the one I hated more than anything that found us and it was her.
That pulled me away from you also crying from what she saw.
At first I thought it was just a show and wanted to hurt her.
For all that had happened but she was the one helped me through.
She was the one that helped me through the darkest hours.
Now because of what we found I have become friends with the person.
I once referred to as Satan and I'm not sure if you'll believe me.
But if it's true what they say then you should know.
That yes at first she was only using you but without meaning to.
Came to care for as a deep friend she also told me in a very dark time.
That she knew how we felt but was jealous cause she knew she could'nt.
Ever find anything like what we had that's why she made it impossible.
For us to get along and that we would never know how much
She regretted coming in between a love like ours.
Because if she hadn't been so hard on you or me things.
Might be different I told her the same as I'm telling you.
Sitting here at you grave there's nobody to blame.
We were the only ones did'nt admit the truth.
Of how we felt cause of a fear that neither of us.
Was ready to face
Summery: Sam talks to Brooke after reading a letter
Rating Aganst
Feedback: If you want to give it I'll take it
Nobody's to Blame ....
I came home expecting to find you there waiting.
Ready to fight about something the way we always have.
But was shocked to find just a letter on my desk.
Written just for me it was an explanation.
As to why you left us.
Tears fell from my eyes as I read the words you wrote.
I never knew how much pain you really felt.
I always thought that you were happy with your life.
Now I know that wasn't the case.
You would think with me being the nosey person.
I am I would have saw that it was only a mask.
Disgiuzing what you really felt.
If I would have known I would have shown you.
That there was more to life than trying to be.
What everyone thought you should be.
I can't believe you felt like you had no friends and the one that pretended.
To be was only using you to get theirself further up the ladder of popularity.
I know that I and everyone else loved you for who you were.
Not where you could get them.
Now your gone and it's to late to show you.
It was more than just a friendship actually it was more than.
It should have been I've felt that way as long as I can remember.
I just did'nt want to admit it that's why I gave you such a hard time.
From what I can tell from your letter I know you felt the same.
I just wish that we could have admitted the truth.
Before you decided to take things in your own hands.
Now it's to late for anything.
You'll never know the pain I felt when I walked .
Into your room to find you on the bed.
A bottle of empty sleeping pills in your hand.
I can't remember how long it was I held you crying.
From the pain of what could of been if I only I had'nt been so blind.
It was her the one I hated more than anything that found us and it was her.
That pulled me away from you also crying from what she saw.
At first I thought it was just a show and wanted to hurt her.
For all that had happened but she was the one helped me through.
She was the one that helped me through the darkest hours.
Now because of what we found I have become friends with the person.
I once referred to as Satan and I'm not sure if you'll believe me.
But if it's true what they say then you should know.
That yes at first she was only using you but without meaning to.
Came to care for as a deep friend she also told me in a very dark time.
That she knew how we felt but was jealous cause she knew she could'nt.
Ever find anything like what we had that's why she made it impossible.
For us to get along and that we would never know how much
She regretted coming in between a love like ours.
Because if she hadn't been so hard on you or me things.
Might be different I told her the same as I'm telling you.
Sitting here at you grave there's nobody to blame.
We were the only ones did'nt admit the truth.
Of how we felt cause of a fear that neither of us.
Was ready to face