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Summery: Brooke tells how she feels after a conversation with Sam
Ratining: Angst/general
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Time To Say Goodbye....

I knew by the sound of your voice tonight.

When we talked on the phone.

That the time has come to say goodbye.

I knew this day would come.

I just didn't think it would be this soon.

I know you never said the we were through.

But in my mind I've known for awhile.

It's my heart that just couldn't admit the truth.

I've been holding on to something that was gone along time ago.

I gues I was just hoping that it was my paranoia.

But now I know that it's true.

I don't know why I'm suprised by this pain I feel.

I knew it would hurt when I finally let myself realize.

That it was me that you no longer loved.

I had built myself up for this heartache.

But now that I let myself see to what I blinded myself to.

All it seems like I can do is cry.

I've tried to sleep to forget everything.

But the pain just starts again as soon as I open my eyes.

Everywhere I look there's something that reminds me of you.

Why can't I just let go like I promised myself that I would.

I always said no one would have this power over me.

But I only lied to myself when you came into my life.

Now I don't know what to do.

I don't know what hurts worse you telling me that you still love me.

When I know it's a lie just something you say.

So you won't have to be alone.

Or the thought of me telling you I can't do.

This anymore and walking away.