Disclaimers: I own no one
Summery: It's a letter from Sam to brooke letting her know how she felt when brooke left.
Rating: General/Romance with some Aganst actually a lot of it
Feedback: any you want to give
The Pain of Letting You Go....
I knew the time would come
When I would have to let go
I just never thought it would be this soon
I fell in love you since the first day we met
But I always knew it would'nt last
That's why I fought so hard to keep you away
Then the day came when I could no longer deny
My feelings and I let you in
I told you all my secrets, desires and dreams
You never once made me feel like I was anything less
Than what I wanted to be
Even in my darkest hours when I would become cold and tried to shut
Everyone out you would find a way to break through and bring me back
When you would hold me whispering words of love
I would always say a silent prayer for it to never end
But a small peice of me deep inside knew the day would come
When you would choose and now that day has come
I felt it the day he told you he was leaving town
I held you as you cried trying to reassure you that everything would
be o.k.
It was just something he need to do
Then the morning came when you said you had made a desiscion
My heart died then and I held the tears back
As you said the words that killed my soul
I told you that I understood and if following him
Would make you happy then that's what you needed to do
I never told anyone how much it hurt to say those words till today
How it felt like I was pushing a knife through my own heart with each
word
It has been three days since you old me you were going and as I help
Load your car I can feel the tears wanting to fall but I keep control
As you lean in for a hug goodbye I slip this note in your pocket
When you pulled away I saw your lips moving I know you told me
something
That was probably reassuring me that you still loved me
But I'll never know for sure cause I focused my thoughts on something
else
Blocking out what you had to say I knew I'd break down if I had
listened
As you pull off I told you to read the letter when you got there
Then went inside and let all the hurt out
By now you should be reading this and know
The pain I felt letting you go
Summery: It's a letter from Sam to brooke letting her know how she felt when brooke left.
Rating: General/Romance with some Aganst actually a lot of it
Feedback: any you want to give
The Pain of Letting You Go....
I knew the time would come
When I would have to let go
I just never thought it would be this soon
I fell in love you since the first day we met
But I always knew it would'nt last
That's why I fought so hard to keep you away
Then the day came when I could no longer deny
My feelings and I let you in
I told you all my secrets, desires and dreams
You never once made me feel like I was anything less
Than what I wanted to be
Even in my darkest hours when I would become cold and tried to shut
Everyone out you would find a way to break through and bring me back
When you would hold me whispering words of love
I would always say a silent prayer for it to never end
But a small peice of me deep inside knew the day would come
When you would choose and now that day has come
I felt it the day he told you he was leaving town
I held you as you cried trying to reassure you that everything would
be o.k.
It was just something he need to do
Then the morning came when you said you had made a desiscion
My heart died then and I held the tears back
As you said the words that killed my soul
I told you that I understood and if following him
Would make you happy then that's what you needed to do
I never told anyone how much it hurt to say those words till today
How it felt like I was pushing a knife through my own heart with each
word
It has been three days since you old me you were going and as I help
Load your car I can feel the tears wanting to fall but I keep control
As you lean in for a hug goodbye I slip this note in your pocket
When you pulled away I saw your lips moving I know you told me
something
That was probably reassuring me that you still loved me
But I'll never know for sure cause I focused my thoughts on something
else
Blocking out what you had to say I knew I'd break down if I had
listened
As you pull off I told you to read the letter when you got there
Then went inside and let all the hurt out
By now you should be reading this and know
The pain I felt letting you go