Disclaimers: None of them are mine
Summery: Sam Lets Harrison know how she feels about what he's done.
Rating:Romance/ Aganst
Pairing: brooke and Harrison
Feedback: Any if u want to give it

Waiting For the Darkness....

I thought with time I would be able to put you behind me

But as I sit here tonight alone in this room I still feel the same

As I did the day you took my life away

I always promised myself never to let any one have this much power

But down deep I knew that you were the one that could destroy my world

I keep up the image up of not caring one way or another

But when I am alone it's the darkness of this room that sees my tears

From the pain you have caused

I was a fool to believe when you claimed that you would never hurt me

I thought for once in my life I had found someone that I could

believe and trust

Since everytime someone tried to do me wrong, you were the first one

To come to my defense but now I Know it was just a show for some

selfish gain

I came to love you as a close friend even considered you family

I gave you everything I could and was there whenever you needed

somebody to talk to

I even confided my secrets and dreams which I rarely ever do

I done all this and asked for none thing in return other than a

friendship

Where it didn't feel like I was being used

I guess that was to much to ask because you decided to leave

Without saying goodbye and even though that hurt

It still didn't hurt as much as when you took her away

You knew how I felt I had talked about it time and time again

It was you that helped me realize that I had fallen in love

You claimed that you would be there to help me through it knowing

I have never felt this way

Now Your gone and have taken her with you

I've tried to call and write to ask you why

But everything I do is a waste of time it's like I never existed

I can't help but wonder if this is your way of getting even

Because you knew I could never return your feelings of wanting more

I know you had to realize that she would choose you over me

In this world it just easier that way

Everyone thought that it would be her leaving that would cause me

this emptiness I feel

But the love I feel for her only grows stronger and you are the one

that's causing me this pain that is starting to leave me feeling an

emptiness in my life

I really want to hate you for destroying my world and making me

believe in a friendship that wasn't true

But the only thing I can feel is numb waiting for the darkness to

take it all away