The Eternal Battle
A songfic by: SilverMoon
Song and Lyrics By: Evanescence
My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
As Tigerstar sat next to the other leaders on the Great Rock, he couldn't help but stare at his former leader. He had let all emotions leave him when Bluestar banished him, but on the inside, pain tore at his heart. He had loved her so much! But his love had cost him his chance at power. Now, as he sat up on the Great Rock, his heart was wrenched with pain again as Bluestar looked at him in disgust, instead of the admiration that he was expecting.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
Even after his death, and Bluestar's death, he could get rid of his thoughts for her, his beautiful leader that he couldn't help but defy. As he sat in his forest, away from the light of StarClan, he churned over his emotions.
Bluestar P.O.V
I can't believe him, thought Bluestar as she watched Tigerstar fight Scourge. I loved him so much! But then he changed, he was too power hungry. If only I had told him that she had loved him, not Oakheart! Bluestar hung her head with grief as she watched Scourge kill the cat she loved.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Tigerstar sat in his forest, looking over his son's and daughter. Suddenly a faded image of Bluestar appeared before him. "Bluestar, is that you?" he asked hesitantly. "I thought StarClan couldn't reach here?" "I can only be here a short time, I came to tell you that I had always loved you, even more than Oakheart." Tigerstar looked at her in shock. "I always loved you too Bluestar, and I can't explain why I was the way I was." He started to say more, but Bluestar put the tip of her tail on his mouth. "I love you Tigerstar" And with that, she disappeared.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I will fight the eternal battle of love, thought Tigerstar.