Disclaimers: don't own, don't sue, don't ask, don't tell Pairings: 1x2 Rating: NC-17, after this chapter Warnings: Yaoi, lemon, violence, angst after this chapter

The Lover I thought I Lost By: ab28405

It's been five months since you went away

Left without a word and nothing to say

when I was the one who gave you my heart and soul

but it wasn't good enough for you, no

so I asked God

(Duo's POV)

It's been over half a year since Heero left to go on a mission for the Preventers. The war has been over and won for over a year now. Heero and I are both working for the Preventers. During the war we both find out each others feelings and we been together ever since.

God send me an angel

From the heavens above

Send me an angel to heal my broken heart

From being in love

'Cause all I do is cry

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes

During these peaceful times, Heero and I have been busy. No time for each other, no kisses, or making passionate love, just work and missions one after the other. Until seven months ago when I came home from work that night..

And I know it might sound crazy

But after all that I still love you

You wanna come back in my life

But now there is something I have to do

I have to tell the one that I once adored

That they can't have my love no more

Cause my heart can't take no more lies

And my eyes are all out of cries

**Flashback**

(Duo's POV) I was coming home from work not as overly tired like yesterday but I still wanted to go to bed. As I parked the car in a little parking space for our penthouse I saw the lights on through the window. "So I guess Heero's off tonight he didn't say anything to me." I said a little too happy. I took the elevator up to our 6th floor home and unlock the door.

God send me an angel

From the heavens above

Send me an angel to heal my broken heart

From being in love

'Cause all I do is cry

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes

When I swing open the door to greet Heero, what surprise me was that it was completely dark, " I thought the lights were on." When I switch the light on I was shocked, speechless, and I started crying..
Now you had me on my knees

Begging God please to send you back to me

I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep

You made me feel like I could not breathe

Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch

And give you all my love

But you took my love for granted

Want my lovin' now

But you can't have it

God

God send me an angel

From the heavens above

Send me an angel to heal my broken heart

From being in love

'Cause all I do is cry

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes

Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)

An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby

Send me an angel from the heavens above

Send me an angel (God send me an angel)

From being in love (send me an angel)

Oh God, send me an angel

Send me an angel (send me an angel)

Ooohhhh..
To be continue.

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