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My heart beats wildly every time I see you
But I know how far and different they are
I want you desperately and you don't even know I exist
Love has caught me unguarded and I scream lungs full so you can hear me
Although my scream are muffled by the wind, by the people, by her
In my solitude and anguish
I see in the distance a pair of lovers
Clearly passionate, even a blind man can see...
She smiles, happily, for she does not need to shout
Her heart does not bleed as mine
Does not cry
Does not break nor shatter into numerous and fragile pieces to see
Your arms around her waist
Your lips claiming her soft and warm kisses
Your whispers that I intimately desire to be mine
Cries and Whispers
I cry, for I want you
She whispers, for she has you
My cries are turned into laments
While their whispers become passion
That is flamed in a kiss
My heart ignites
My soul burns
But you my love, see nothing, feel nothing
Today I crying alone and helpless
Wishing your arms would surround me and love me
That your kisses would dry my tears
But I succumb to my regret in my sorrow
And let other lovers to pass
When I thought my heart already so damaged
Could not take any longer
With my eyes closed I let the water rain wash me away
Mixing my salty tears with the cold thin rain
And suddenly I'm pulled up against a warm body
The scent is woody and masculine engulfing me
And a stolen warm kiss he took
And it was not yours my love
But the bittersweet taste claimed me I was suddenly consumed
The feeling of ecstasy of the moment
My heart no longer bleeding
Pounded wildly by person secretly kissing me and that secretly LOVED ME
While I naively thought I loved you.
My cries were muffled and quiet
Now were cries of pleasure and passion
Have no more pain or loneliness
And while it lasted I would whisper the name of my love in his arms