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FroshBosh here aka Big Fro to let you know, I have started this series with a jump to the beginning of the journeys Angst and the Heartbreaking reason for all the future events to come, you will see a whole new side of the Fairy Tail universe but still it will be being kept in most parts original to the anime itself, so please enjoy, rate, comment, support and follow to continue to get the updates for new chapters as they come.

Now Lets get to the story shall we, I have started you all off with the first 3 chapters so you will already know the leading events. but please do not kill me just yet, wait until I have written and post up a the next set of chapters before deciding to kill me for the certain rout I haven taken in my plot.

and remember, I love you all my wonderful people *blows kisses to everyone*

Frosh: Fro thinks you forgot to say something Big Fro..

FroshBosh: Oh Froshy I forgot something? I don't remember, do you know what it is Lector?

Lector: How should I know, this is your stupid fanfic, go ask Sting-kun, He is the best, he will know it

FroshBosh: *sweatdrops* um not thanks Lector, What about you Happy?

Happy: AYE SIR!

FroshBosh: OH HAPPY YOU REMENBER IT, WHAT IS IT YOU WONDERFUL KITTY YOU!

Happy: Oh, I wasn't serious hehe I don't know

FroshBosh: You IDIOT CAT C'Mere *chases down Happy but can not reach* hmm then you Lilly?

Panther Lilly: Oh, no I do not know, I'm truly sorry Miss Frosh

FroshBosh: *sighs and nods* Charle, any vision that would help me?

Charle: no nothing I could remember happening, sorry.

FroshBosh: Ack, this is so infuriating!

*waits and twitch feeling hyper*

FroshBosh: I think it has to do with Hira Mashima being the creator ofcourse, I do not own fairy tail it is just my favorite anime, what do you think guys?

Lilly&Charle: *nod in unison*

Lector&Happy: Sting is WAY BETTER than your stupid fire breathing partner, NO NATSU IS THE BEST, TELL HIM FROSHBOSH!"

Frosh: Fro thinks so too

FroshBosh: *giggles and lifts the hood of her Pink and Green Kitty Eared Sweater before scooping up Frosh and cuddling him "Well that's it's everyone, Frosh would you like to properly tell our viewers?"

Frosh: Aye! Fro thinks Big Fro does not own Fairy Tail, Fro thinks it is Hiro Mashima who owns it, Fro knows Big Fro only owns her stories and plots, please enjoy, and watch for Fro in the story!

FroshBosh: EEEEK! Frosh you are the cutest and Best Exceed Ever!

Frosh: Fro thinks so too Big Fro!

Charla/Lilly/Lector/Happy: HEY WHAT ABOUT US!

FroshBosh: BYE EVERYONE! =^_^=

All Credit goes to Hiro Mashima, My Proofreaders and Can never leave out my Adorable Little Exceed friends.


Chapter 1 Fairy's Resolve

It was the year X795, Four years after the Grand Magic Games, The Defeat of the Dragons and now only a few tiring weeks after the return of the once disbanded guild Fairy Tail, Our friends have found themselves Battling along side the other legal guilds, Blue Pegasus, Mermaid Heel, Lamia Scale and Sabertooth in their strong attempt to defeat Zeref.

The battle displayed has been long and hard, the mages, though out numbered, had pulled through on their last strings, Hope was finally beginning to shine for them until the Dark Mage himself made his appearance, the few mages left standing and able to fight took stance, preparing to launch back into battle while their down comrades watched on in hopes and prayers for their victory.

At the first sign of dusk, the onlookers watched as their teammates and allies slowly fell down alongside them, hit after hit proved worthless against Zeref until all that was left standing was Zeref himself against the remaining 6 Male Dragon Slayers.

Natsu, Gajeel, Laxus, Sting, Rogue and Cobra stared down Zeref, all 6 slayers struggling to catch their breath, all out of magic and hoping for a miracle as Zeref continued to watch them with a wide smirk set on his face, the strongest of fairy tail watched in horror as Zeref finally spoke.

"So, are you done yet, I much rather take Natsu willingly, but it seems you are not going to allow that to happen, that is fine though, I will enjoy watching your faces as I take him away from you all by force"

And with that, a flick of Zerefs wrist sent the other 5 slayers flying back, skidding across the ground only to stop at the feet of the Saber's spirit mage Yukino, and the Fairy's own spirit mage Lucy, both gasping and dropping down to help their friends and loved ones.

Natsu watched wide eyed as his fellow slayers were taken down so effortlessly, his head snapping around to make sure they were fine, once they were helped to their feet Natsu locked eyes with his mate, Ivory peering lovingly into Chocolate as Natsu smiled lovingly to Lucy, He knew this would be the end, but all he could wish for at this very moment was to have had more time with the woman he fell in love with, the very woman who so easily became the center of his everything.

Lucy stared towards Natsu, noticing the feelings behind his smile for her, Her heart slowly shattering piece by piece as she understood he was trying to tell her goodbye, and in the moment something snapped inside her, she forced her body up, bolting towards him, her tears streaming down her face as she screamed out for him before her body clashed with his in a tight embrace.

Natsu couldnt contain the skip in his heart beat hearing her say his name and the pain that followed as his senses picked up the smell of Lucys, his heart dropped, wanting nothing more than to take away all the pain and heartache she had, he felt her small frame roughly pressed against his vibrating as his arms wrapped tight around her shoulders, both shaking in each others arms.

"Luce, you half to get away from me, Zeref is dangerous and I could never forgive myself if he hurt you too"

Natsu leaned back taking hold of her face in his hands to encourage her to look up at him. Her eyes glittering with tears caused his inner dragon to whimper at its weakness.

"I know Natsu but"

Lucy paused, taking her lip between her teeth.

"I just can't sit back and watch you be ripped away from me Natsu, without you alive and by my side, I...I can't live on that way, I can't just simply live a life without you, please Natsu, there has to be some way"

Natsu's mouth opened and closed, trying to find words to say to her, he knew it was impossible to be able to stay by her side if he wanted her to be safe, he would be lying if he said he didn't want to take that chance just to stay and always be with her, but he couldn't, he wouldnt allow himself to be the reason for her life being in danger every day, his teeth were biting through his lip as he tried to think of something, groaning as he came up with nothing that would avoid hurting her more.

"Luce, you know yourself, none of us were able to find another way, this is just how it has to be, I was"

Natsu choked out the next word with hate.

"Created"

His teeth ground together,

"To become E.N.D and kill Zeref then die when the book is destroyed or else I could hurt everybody else too, my life as Natsu, it...It was all just some moment that I thought would always remain, something I would never lose but I was foolish and then bringing you into this, even if I didn't know what I was, none of that should not have happened. I'm sorry Luce"

Lucy choked back tears as her eyes widened, slowly she backed away from Natsu, her mind going a thousand miles a minute as all she could think of was every happy moment she spent with Natsu and about how she came to fall so hard for him she could no longer picture her life without him in it every day for the rest of it, all those smiles he gave her that caused her weakened heart to flutter only to now fall and shatter on the cold, hard ground by his feet, she kept wondering if she actually did mean as much to him as he did to her.

"You don't...Really mean that do you Natsu"

Lucy's voice faltered as she tried to hold back the new tears forming in her eyes, choking back the sob that threatened to escape while waiting for his answer, even though her gut feeling was pointing out it would not end good like she was hoping for.

Natsu could only hide his eyes and nod as he continued to focus on the rocks that now seemed to become very interesting.

"No"

Lucy gasped out, her breath ripping from her as her body again had started to shake, her gut was right, it was about end badly.

"If... If you really believe it shouldn't had happened, then... then you believe that we shouldn't have happened?

Lucy hesitantly asked, looking straight towards Natsu as he slowly lifted his head, looking at her apologetically before looking back down and the last piece of her heart shattered right then.

"I see"

Lucy nodded with a cracked smile her eyes now dulling from their once lively glow.

"... So I was just a mistake, I'm sorry for not realising sooner Natsu"

Lucy clenched her fists at her side, taking in a deep breath as she steadiest herself, taking herself back to her training at the Heartfilia Konzern, she steeled herself and threw up all her walls until all that stood in her place was the empty doll her father had once created to sell off to the highest bidder.

Natsu's head shot up, damn he felt so stupid for not thinking of what he was saying, he never ment to make Lucy think that, he could never consider her a mistake, she was the best thing to have ever happened to him, and he would do anything to make her happy, she was the biggest reason that his life as Natsu so far became so bright, she was the reason he was able to fight on to live another day just to continue seeing her smile for him, waking up next to her every morning, that is what made him feel whole, Lucy was his most important treasure in his life and he had never wanted this to happen, he hurt her more than he could have ever pictured and now, he completely shattered her, he brought out the Lucy that she herself feared, the side of herself she had so deeply locked away because he had reminded her of the worst times of her life, she trusted only him to keep this side of her locked away and keep the Lucy she loved to be everyday, safe and protected, he had promised to do everything possible to keep all her fears away and always love and protect her, and now is was he who cause her worst one to break free, he had just made the worst mistake he had ever made his entire life and he could tell it even more by the threatening growls over the other male slayers aimed towards him for causing this to happen to Lucy, he knew they were protective of his Mate and all knew of her past as well now.

Natsu reached out for her, taking her hand in his, he had to fix this, he had to bring his Luce back, he didn't care about Zeref or anyone else, he only had one chance, and he had to move on it.

"Luce, please, listen too me, you have it wrong, you are not a mistake, you never were, what I ment was that bringing this kind of life on you was a mistake, all it is doing is hurting you every day, I can see it, and I hate it, I want to keep all the hurt and pain away from you, I want you to be able to live happily, like we use too in the beginning, always having fun, even on dangerous missions, I want you to always be smiling your real 1000 watt smile, Lucy your the best thing that has ever happened to come into my life, your the most important person to me in the entire world Lucy and I'm so sorry for hurting you this much, Your my mate, I vowed to protect you, and I failed, Lucy I never deserved someone as great and as beautiful as you, if anything, you were always the reason I had to keep moving on and living in order to protect you, I would do anything to know you were no longer in danger"

Lucy listened to him but her body did not permit her to break down again so it remained the same, her eyes no longer shining, her posture straight and her guard built up as she nodded.

"Natsu, you being around, that is the reason I was able to easily smile every day, but now you want to leave me by myself, to keep living all alone, it has always been you that I needed to survive, but you know, this had made me finally realise something, and that is just how much I am willing to do to keep you safe and alive as well"

Natsu watched as her face remained stoic and unchanging as she began to move, thinking she was about embrace him once more he was surprised when she went around him instead, his body turning as he watched wide eyed while she moved towards Zeref.

"LUCE! WHAT ARE YOU DOING, ARE YOU CRAZY, STAY AWAY FROM HIM!"

He screamed out in horror, his body in shock and unable to move as horrible images ran through his mind while Lucy ignored his plea.

Lucy found herself standing before Zeref, staring into his blood red eyes without fear, taking in a deep breath she spoke in her business voice.

"Zeref, I have a deal to propose"