Hey this is my second fan fic so yeah i'm still getting used to this site...sooooooo im so freakin sweating my A/C is so not on so anyway sadly i dont own any of the charaters...i'll stop talking so you can get on with the story...enjoy (hopefully)

My Savior

Chapter 1

RIN'S POV

'Rin dear wake up'
'huh…mom'
'yes honey now get up you don't want to be late to your first day of junior high do you'
'oh my! Come on mom I have to find the perfect outfit' rin said grabbing her mothers hand walking to her closet. Rin opened her closet then something started to pull her in 'MOM!!!' rin screamed reaching out for her mother but somehow she just kept moving further and further away 'MOM HELP ME'
I shot up from my bed from another nightmare I wiped the cold sweat from my forehead and got up from my small twin sized bed and headed for the bathroom. I started to think about my dream I had been having the same dream almost every night since the abuse started. I looked at myself in the mirror I had diffidently changed during the 2 months of summer vacation. I wasn't the same girl from middle school I was really popular and pretty now even though it was the first day of high school I could already tell I was going to be a loser and I had changed physicaly too. Before I had long silky shiny full of body hair now it was still long but it was very dull and lanky looking it just hanged from my skull to the sides of my cheeks. Before I had soft follies skin now I had dry skin with little zits on my forehead. Before I was a size 3 and now I'm a size 7 which isn't bad but in the time line of 3 months it was a drastic change and you could totally tell. Before I didn't have a starch on me now I have bruises and cuts on my body, my father was very careful of where he hit me if he did hit my face it would just be slaps. Not to mention I stink…no literally I stink! I smell horrible seeing that I haven't bathe in 4 days because my father wouldn't let me but I have to bathe today I couldn't go to school smelling like shit! The only thing was that I had to ask him because if I didn't and he heard the water running I would surly get a beating I walked out of the bathroom and went to his room where he was sleeping naked

"umm dad?" I whispered with my eyes shut "What the hell do you want"
"umm today's the first day of school and I want to take a shower"
"You have 3 mins"
I ran out the room and went to the bathroom and turned on the water I had no time to waste I took off my clothes and got in the shower I felt the very cold water hit my body I couldn't wait for the hot water because I knew he was counting as I was if I went over one second I would get hit. Feeling the water felt so good even though it was a little to cold seeing that it was 6:30 in the morning I grabbed the soap and cleaned myself the best I could in one min. I rinsed it off now I had 2 mins. Left I grabbed the shampoo and washed my hair and rinsed it I had no time for conditioner so I grabbed my razor and shaved my under arms I had 30 seconds I turned off the water before the three mins. Were up then I heard banging on the bathroom door

"HURRY UP"
"I'm done dad I'm just changing" I said in fear I really didn't want to get hit today seeing that it was the first day of school. I ran out of the bathroom fully dressed I was wearing dark jeans and a plain black long sleeve shirt I had to hide the bruises that were on my arms and wrist. I made my father breakfast and I was off to school. As I was walking in to the school door I saw two girls walk over to me I recognized these girls as Kagome and Sango my two best friends in middle school they didn't change at all except that they had grown into a more 'grown up body' they had big boobs that were real. I did too but they were hidden by the shirt I was wearing they both had smiles on their faces as they walked over to me

'great I'm in for a long day' I thought

its not like I didn't want to see them but it was hard to. I really didn't want to talk I was way to depress ever since the death of my mother 4 months ago then followed by the abuse from my now alcoholic father. it all started when my mother died, about a month later my father lost his job and turned to drinking to me it is a way for him to grieve over the lost of his wife and job but his drinking was way to out of control.

I remember when he came home one night drunk and he started hitting me because I left a notebook in the living room that was the first time he hit me and from that day it just escaladed to him hitting me almost everyday and verbally abusing me too he would call me a good for nothing bitch or a fat fucking slut. I truly let the words get to me I missed my daddy my real daddy the one who would never hit me or say mean things I loved the one who protected me and gave me hugs and told me he loved me. I couldn't help but still love my father he is always going to be my father no matter what.

"Rin!!" kagome and Sango called out " hey" I said in a small voice " OMG! I missed you so much you never called us during the summer I tried calling you but your phones disconnected"
" huh..oh yeah I don't have a house phone any more" I said looking down we didn't have a lot of money so had to get a job and pay the rent in my now small apartment that I shared with the ass of my father "You look different Rin" Sango said looking at her up and down as well as kagome "yeah"
"hey what's up you seem different too what happened to bubbly rin"
"she died" I wanted to say but I didn't want them to ask me questions

"oh I just don't feel good" I said walking away to go get my schedule and I could hear the girls talking

" what happen to her she's so different?" Sango said "Her mom died remember"
"oh yeah poor girl"

I didn't want people to feel sorry for me I just want to be invisible…

hope you enjoyed it please reveiw I would really like to know what you think!

thanks!!!!

-slayprincess