~Sakura Haruno~
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~Sakura Haruno~
Nothing remains of my once full heart...
Slowly each piece broke away...
I knew when each little bit left me...
The pain was first unbearable...
But soon after each piece cracked and shattered going there own ways...
I soon learnt how to numb the pain...
She's hiding from the world,
the very same one the destroyed her very being...
Every time he said something cruel to me, a piece of my heart cracked...
But the two words that made my heart ache and crack uncontrollably where the once i heard nearly every day he was here ...
"Annoying."
"Weak."
Every word left a large red scar across my already bloodied wrist.
She's dying on the inside,
bleeding away her sorrows and unwanted pains...
I know I shouldn't of cared...
Lots of other ninja called me those poisonous words...
But hearing those words come from him made it hurt and ache the little bit more...
Every time the words escaped his lips...
I tried my best not to clutch the clothing surrounding my chest...
While trying to choke down the sobs that were constricting my throat...
Every time I see him my heart dissolves that little bit more...
Every replayed memory leaves an even fresher and deeper cut than before.
She's done with all of the hopeless searching.
cause she just can't seem to find that place...
And then...
He left.
That hurt the most you know.
The fact that he left me there laying on that retched cold bench.
At that point of time, the last piece of my heart was hanging by a thread.
A thread of hope.
But when Naruto came back bloodied and beaten the thread twinged.
Leaving each wrist new and numerous cuts and slashes.
She's done with all of the hopeless searching.
cause she just can't seem to find that place...
After that day I fought back each tears, whenever a memory arose I cut it away.
Hoping the pain would help cease the aching one inside my chest.
She's lost,
no special place to call home...
The two year stretch passed by without any more bloodshed.
Until saw him again.
My once most fantasised crush was nothing more than a murderous monster.
She's done with childish dreams of magical kingdoms and a prince charming,
there just stupid illusions...
He tried to kill Naruto.
The only person who's been there for me since I met him.
A silent twinge was heard.
And that night I did what I had not done since I was thirteen.
She's not afraid of dying,
cause she's already dead...
I was now hollow inside.
Except for the words that replayed over and over in my mind.
Useless
cut
Burden
Slash
Annoying
Slash Slash
Weak
At that very moment the last piece of my fragile heart fell and shattered.
And that is when I, Sakura Haruno.
Truly died.
She died well before her time, because her only reason for living was a lie...
There are no such things as a happy ending...
Well! That was my first story! It's pretty bad I know... But never the less I'm happy!