Ok guys here it is, my first one shot! I Hope you guys like it because I have plenty of ideas about writing multi chapters for it :D

Ive messed about with this for a couple of weeks now, changing the words and how thing happen in it, its only short to start off, I just hope it was all worth it!. Please write a review so I can know what you guys think

ENJOY!

"Where are my shoes?" Rachel asked her self. Just at that moment she saw them under her bed, slipping them on she stood up and grabbed her IPod, she loved her daily runs through central park they gave her time too clear her mind and relax

She ran through her familiar route listening to her music, as she turned the corner a man caught her eye sat on a bench with his hands in his face crying, was he ok? Or was he just crazy? But… the guy didn't look mental (from what she could see anyway) and he didn't seem like a homeless loon. She stopped for a moment and looked around seeing if anyone else had noticed him. Seeing that nobody else seemed to bother she went to start running again when he lifted his head up…

"No that can't be," she thought to herself.

"Finn?" when he didn't hear her she began to walk towards him talking a little louder whilst taking her earphones out "Finn Hudson?" Finns head shot into her direction trying to figure out who was saying his name. Then he spotted her, he quickly wiped the tears from his eyes and stood up trying to put on a smile.

Rachel and Finn had broken up at the end of senior year because of Rachel's acceptance to NYADA, Finn had done a bit of soul searching himself but ended up in New York after a couple of years, He took some classes at NYU and ended up getting a degree in Architecture. By the time he got to speak to Rachel in New York she was already on her 1st Broadway show in the chorus, they tried to make it work again but things became difficult with their busy secludes so they decided to just be friends, sadly as time went on they grew apart because of their jobs but here they were just over 2 years later.

"Rachel Berry fancy seeing you here" he smiled his crooked smile but Rachel could tell it was fake.

"Yeah fancy that…fin is everything ok?" she asked quietly lowering her voice.

"Yea everything's fine how are you" He looked down at her, she still looked as beautiful as she did the day her first saw her, her hair was long and tied back in a pony tail. Her face looked as if it was glowing, she had little to no make up on and yet her big brown eyes still made him go weak at the knees.

"I'm good" Rachel looked up too see his eyes red and puffy "F-Finn do you want to grab a coffee or something, and talk?"

"Erm I'm actually quiet busy I cant right now, I-I'll call you and we'll arrange something".

"Yeah that's what you said two years ago…I must of missed that call" she winked at him playfully "Come on I just got a new coffee machine". He scratched the back of his neck and looked down "Ok I'm sure one coffee won't hurt"

Rachel's apartment was nice, her interior décor was not at all like her taste in high school, Finn looked around the living room, it had dark wooden floors and beige walls; one wall was covered in different sized frames filled with all types of pictures from her and her dads standing outside the theatre for phantom of the opera (the first Broadway musical she watched) too the glee club 2009 year book photo. She had detailed every little bit of the apartment putting her Rachel berry look on everything. Finn smiled a little as he looked round the room, just then Rachel walked out of the kitchen with the coffee and handed a cup to finn, gesturing too the couch. Finn walked over and stat down, taking a little sip and then placing his coffee on a gold star coaster, a grin spread across his face before rolling his eyes slightly. Rachel followed his gaze and scrunched her nose up "I couldn't help myself, they made my morning coffee that little bit better"

"You haven't changed at all have you" Finn said whilst turning to look at her.

"Neither have you, how are things?" Rachel could tell she just asked Finn an uncomfortable question as he began to look else where and not at her

"T-they're good…can't complain" his eyes began to tear up as he looked down

"Finn?" Rachel looked at him with worried eyes. Just then silent tears began to run down his face. She leaned forward and put a hand on his leg, rubbing him gently. "I'm fine Rachel honestly" he lied.

"You don't seem fine Finn, come on you know you can tell me". Finn looked up and got lost in those big brown eyes, he couldn't lie to her, he took in a sharp breath before moving out of Rachel's touch and turning slightly on the couch so he was facing her.

"Just after we broke up when I found you in New York, I met a girl"

"Ok…and that is why you're upset?" Rachel looked at him confused, not knowing where the story was going.

"No n-no, she was called Jen, we went out for a couple of weeks she was the first girl that I actually like; liked apart from you, so when she broke up with me and said that I wasn't mature enough for her and that I didn't have any money because of my student loans and it was putting her down I was upset, anyway she moved away and I didn't ever speak to her again, that was just over 4 years ago"

"So that's why you was crying?"

"No, so I got a call this morning from her parents who I only ever met once over Skype because they lived in another state, they told me that Jen had passed away, she got ill she'd been in hospital for nearly 2 years and died about 3 weeks ago" Rachel looked up at him and felt her heart sink, even a ex is a part of your life, she knew that even if Jessie god forbid got ill and passed away she would be upset. Finn looked up at Rachel with tears in his eyes and breathed in a hitched breath "Finn I'm so sorry" Rachel leaned forward and slowly and lifted his chin up with one finger then captured his lips for a kiss, she didn't know what she was doing but couldn't help but feel a pull towards him right now, with his hazel eyes glistening from the tears. Rachel's brain caught up with her actions, she frozen and slowly opened her eyes…they both stared at each for a moment before Finn put his hand on the back of her head and pulled her down for a deep passionate kiss, Rachel quickly reciprocated the kiss. Almost breathing into his mouth she said something that made Finn's heart swell "I've missed you" he slightly nodded with his eyes closed then run his tongue over her bottom lip, she opened her mouth too him and let out a small whimper at the feel of his warm tongue dancing around with hers. Tasting the sensational sweet taste that was Finn, Rachel began too push into him, making him lean back slowly onto the couch. Finn quickly came to his senses when he felt her body against him and pulled away from the kiss. "Stop, st-stop" he scrunched his eyes as it pained him to tell her to stop. Rachel's eyes slowly opened when she felt the cool air hit her mouth, looking confused and a little worried at his words "Did I do something wrong, I-I'm sorry I though th-"

Finn cut her off quickly "no no its not you, your great and I cant tell you how much I want this…us…but it-its just I haven't told you everything"

"Finn I don't care about your past whilst we was apart, I care about now, I've missed this so much, I-I want us" leaning in she pecked him lightly on the lips.

"I've missed you too Rach" Rachel smiled, relived that he felt the same way, placing a hand on his shoulder she began to pull him towards her, Finn quickly knew where this was going and pulled away jumping up immediately.

"No, Rachel there's a reason Jen's parents called me today…Jen left me for a reason…she left me because she was pregnant, do you understand what I'm saying Rach" Rachel did know what he was saying but didn't want to say it. She breathed in slowly as Finn sat down next too her and his silent tears began again…

"Rach…. I've got a daughter".