Disclaimer: I own nothing except this story. This story is in its entirely a work of fiction, hence the term fanfiction.
Its been almost two years now. You and my brother split on such good terms but I knew, I knew deep down you were still upset.
Your ocean blue eyes tell a story; a story about a girl who only wanted to be loved.
Your petit figure, still hanging around in the Hardy household. Your laughter, still fills the room. Your smile, still brightens my life. You are the candle that was lit and can never be blown out. You.
The way you'd smack Shannon at the back of the head, the way you'd argue with Matt over how much of an awful driver he is. The way you'd come to me whenever Shane has picked a fight with you. You.
God, I've never been so mesmerized by a girl before, but you were unlike every other. Much like I, you were different. You dared to be you.
Granted, I wasn't Matt Hardy. I wasn't the big brother who never did anything wrong. I was the strange one, I was the screwup. I was the bad apple, the black sheep
. At the back of my mind, I knew a girl like you would want nothing to do with me. But girl, you got me so bad. So bad.
I thought when you left the company I could forget you, but you just made it alot harder on me.
All I wanted to do was run away and skip shows, just so I could be there where you are.
There were days that I wished I was the fly on your wall; watching you every step of the way,
I'm lovesick. You did this to me.
I'm tired of playing second banana, tired of being the best friend.
I want to be yours.
All this talk about you, it makes the butterflies in my stomach flutter. I hated the butterflies, I just wanted it to die.
"Jeffery," your voice so sweet, calling out to me.
I watched you as you walked up to me.
Your hair was pink, black and dirty blonde. Your shirt had skulls on them and all your clothes seemed to be black and white.
You were more of Shannon's type, but I can only thank my lucky stars he wasn't interested. I wanted you for myself.
Selfish. You did this to me.
"You seem to be deep in thought, what's going on?"
"Nothing," I replied.
Liar. You did this to me.
You, sitting beside me made me forget everything else. At this moment in time, I wouldn't give a damn if Matt refuses to speak to me or disowns me.
"I have to tell you something." I found myself telling her, only for her to tell me the exact same thing.
"You go ahead," she told me.
When you smile at me like that, how can I not? Girl, I'd do anything you said. Anything, as long as you'll love me.
Pathetic. You and only you can do this to me.
If there is one thing you can never do is to make me a coward. I don't want to hide nor do I want to fight the feeling. I know. Its you. Only you.
"I love you." I spit out the words.
I watched as you scearched for the right words to say.
"Jeffery," you began. Only you make my name sound so good. "I .. I love you too."
The smile forming on your face tells me only one thing.
You loved me as much as I loved you.