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A/N: it will switch from his to her POV.... Oh, and by the way it's by first story. So please be nice but if you must flame oh well I will live. Oh one more last thing Ginny is in 5th year and everyone else is in 6th.



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I'm going to do it. I can't believe it. I never really wanted to die. But I can't live like this anymore, the constant fights between my family. HIM forcing me to be a Death Eater. "It's your only future you worthless child" he always says when I let it slip that it's not what I want.

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I was on a midnight stroll around the castle when I decided to go to the astronomy tower. That's when I saw him. He was apparently shocked to see it was me that came through the door. He was probably expecting Flitch. The problem was that he was standing on the edge of the tower like he wanted to jump. I dint know what to do. I was afraid.

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"What are you doing up here weasel?" I shot at her. She replied with a smart tone "I can be here if I want to, but what are YOU doing here?" she questioned. She could tell I wasn't very stable for the first time. "I do believe that's none of your business. Go away." She looked at me as though they always did. Like they believed I was scum... but I'm not that's why I hate my father. For making me a Malfoy, I didn't chose to be hated by them just because of my name.

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I looked at him with disbelief. The Draco Malfoy insecure? I decided to try to talk to him because I was pretty sure he was going to kill himself if I wasn't careful. Though I didn't know why I even cared he was always so rude to everyone even his "friends." I figured that since I was a bit down anyway why not try to actually talk instead of constantly fighting with him.

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"Are you okay?" she asked me. What does she think she's doing. Is she actually talking to me? "Why do you care?" I shot back at her. "I don't know I just want to talk to someone and I figured since you're here why not?" she wants to talk to me? Wow I never thought I'd see the day. "Well what do you want to talk about?" I figured I might as well talk to her. Especially since I noticed she looked beautiful. Wait what am I thinking I can't think she's beautiful, she's a Weasley and I'm a Malfoy. It's not allowed.

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OMG what am I doing? I'm talking to a Malfoy and I'm a Weasley. Oh well I guess it's okay to look and talk. Even though he looks wonderful tonight. Wait, wait, wait, I can't be thinking this! We are complete opposites it's not allowed. Oh well like I said talking couldn't hurt? Or can it? "Um, so why ARE you up here so late and on the edge of the tower?" I asked but I really knew the answer. "I- I- I just am." He stammered. I never thought THE Draco would be at all less than sure.

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Oh no. She can tell I'm uneasy with this. This is getting bad if she finds out and tells everyone I will be ruined! "I guess I just wanted it all to end" oh I shouldn't have said that. "Why did you want it to end, I mean it always seems that you live the perfect life." Ha! Me living the perfect life, yeah right! "Are you serious? Me, perfect life? Right."

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I decided to try to get him off the wall, I mean what if he slipped or something? "Why don't we sit and talk about it?" I offered. He must have thought it wasn't a bad idea because he sat on the wall instead. I sat next to him and we sat there talking for a while, about how his father would beat him and his mother, and why he just wanted it to end.

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Suddenly we stopped talking, she probably thought I felt I had said too much but that wasn't it. I stared into her almond eyes. As I knew she was starring into my cold gray eyes. I suddenly had an urge to kiss her. But I held back what would she think? I mean she probably was just keeping me alive so her little Potter boyfriend could ruin me worse. She must have read my mind because right then she whispered "don't worry I am not going to tell Harry what we have been talking about, or any of my brothers, it's none of their business who I care about"

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OMG I cant believe I let that slip omg, omg, omg. "I mean I- I- I-" I sat there stammering. When suddenly he said something and I shut up. "You- you care about me, after all I have said about you?" I was surprised at his response, "I- I- it's just. I don't know I mean I'm confused" I could feel my face turning red but I don't think he noticed because of it being so dark.

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That was it I couldn't hold back any longer. I leaned in, wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her into a kiss. Which I wasn't expecting, she kissed back, she actually didn't fight or pull away. We sat there kissing for who knows how long until suddenly we broke apart. I sat there stammering "I'm sorry's" when she pulled me back in.

*** I can't believe I kissed him. But then I realized how late it was. I pulled off. "I have to go," I checked my watch "its 3:30 and if Flitch catches me I'm dead." I couldn't believe I had been here since 12 but I really didn't mind after what I got from it. "Wait, I can take you back I have an invincibility cloak."

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Wow, I didn't think I had the nerve to kiss her let alone take her back to her dorm. We walked all the way up to Grifindor tower. It was a little slow because I hadn't ever shared my cloak with anyone, but she seemed like she had done it a million times.

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When we got to the portrait of the "fat lady" he kissed me one last time good night said good night and walked back in/ I was in heaven. But it all changed when I got back into the common room. Ron was sitting there when I stepped in. "And where did YOU go?" he questioned. I jumped because I wasn't expecting him to be up... duh "I couldn't sleep so I went for a walk, no big Ron" oh I hope this works. "Yeah well who was it I herd you saying good night to outside?" omg he herd this cant be good. "I ran into one of my friends and we walked back together" please don't question me please, please, please. "Sure a Friend, right, but it sure didn't sound like any 5th year. Sounded more like Malfoy" he spit out Malfoy with all the hatred I know they hold just for each other. "What do you mean Ron?" I just hoped he didn't notice my voice slightly raising at the accusation. "You know exactly what I mean Virginia! I forbid you to talk to him again. I'm going to bed and if I here anything about even the slightest possibility of you two you will majorly regret it." They walked in their opposite directions to their dorms, it was the worst possible ending to possibly the best day of her life.

TO BE CONTINUED...........



Okay how did you like my first story??? Well let me know and I will write more, if you don't like it then I wont write more. But I hope you liked it and it wasn't too long so I'm going to go and think about what to write the next time. If I do write more: O

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