This is my first InuYasha fic, I based it off the song "If Only Tears Could Bring You Back" by Midnight Sons from the frist Pokemon Movie cd, and it's done in InuYasha's point of view, he's thinking back about someone he lost that was very important to him. He's talking to that person in his head, that's why he's always saying you. read and review please!
*I do not own InuYasha, If only tears could bring you back to me, or anything else that is used here except the plot!*
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How will I start tomorrow without you here?
Whose heart will guide me, when all the answers disappear?
Is it too late, are you too far gone to save?
Best friends forever, should never have to go away.
Why'd you have to leave me? I don't know if I can go on without you...I loved you so much. You were my guiding light, and now your gone. Without you what am I? Just a shadow of my former self...I need you. Please...come back...
Even though we didn't know each other for a long time, we learned so much in the short span that we were together. You got to know me inside and out, you learned what drove me to do my best and what pained me the most. You held me under control when I was insane with rage, you cared for me the most when I was hurt.
I tried to do the same for you. Even though we argued a lot, I always cared for you. I never realized before how lost I feel without you. I need you back, please...don't leave me alone again!
What will I do? You know I'm only half without you.
How will I make it through?
I don't know if I can do this, it's so hard alone. I may have said I didn't care, and that I could stand it perfectly fine, but it was all a lie. I always longed for someone, someone like you. You held my hand through the hard times and forgave when my actions became questionable. You looked past all that and continued staying with me...no matter what.
If only tears could bring you back to me,
If only love could find a way,
What I would do, what I would give if you,
Return to me, someday, somehow, some way,
If my tears could bring you back to me.
I'd cried you an ocean, if you'd sail on home again.
Wings of emotion, will carry you I know they can
Now I sit here and find myself crying like I never have before. I remember those moments when you were slipping away. I felt so scared. I was going to lose you, after I had realized that I loved you more then anything. Please come back to me...
All these tears soak my clothing, dark patches of moister litter my sleeves. I feel like there's nothing left to cry, yet more comes from my eyes. I've never done this before, never felt this weak, and definitely never showed it. I can't believe I lost you over such a trivial thing. We should have never argued about it in the first place, I shouldn't have let you walk away from me when I knew the danger that was waiting for you, I should have brought you back.
Just let love guide you, and your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting into the arms of your true north.
Look in my eyes, you'll see a million tears have gone by,
And still they're not dry...
When I heard your petrified scream I ran to you as fast as I could, but I was still too late. Why did I have to be too late? As you fell you drifted into my arms, and I felt the warmth of the red liquid coming from you. Disbelief swam over me. This couldn't be happening I thought...not to you, you had never done anything to deserve this fate.
Now I'm weeping, it feels like I've been here for so long. Sobbing over you, not a single smile has spread across my face for these long hours of mourning for you. My eyes are still flooded with tears, and it doesn't feel like they'll ever stop. Maybe I don't want them to, maybe that should be my punishment for letting you die.
If only tears could bring you back to me,
If only love could find a way,
What I would do, what I would give if you,
Return to me, someday, somehow, some way,
If my tears could bring you back to me.
You fell into my arms, and I drew one hand away to examine what the moist feel was. Blood. My hand was covered in it, and your back was releasing it. Your eyes...so scared yet they still held the same warmth as they always had. You smiled sweetly at me just like old times, just like the times I thought we were going to spend together but never would. You were so calm, so brave, in the face of your own death, but I was a wreck. I didn't want to lose you, I would have sacrificed my self a hundred times over to save you.
I'd hold you close and shout the words I've only whispered before
For one more chance, for one last dance
There's not a pain that I would not endure
I'd give anything to bring you back to me. I'd do anything just to speak with you one last time. You had no idea how much I need you, how much I loved you. Your gone now, and I can't tell you. I want to you to know so badly. I...just want you to be here, with me. Where I think you belong. But Kikiyo stole you away, why did she?! I know why, I don't want to admit it though. It was because of me. She wanted me to feel pain, to be torn apart inside, and she accomplished it. I hope she's proud of herself, she killed you and destroyed me in one blow. But you got the easy way out, you don't have to live with the guilt that I now carry, Kagome. She didn't' care about your suffering, all she wanted was for me to feel the agony she thought I caused her.
If only tears could bring you back to me,
If only love could find a way,
What I would do, what I would give if you,
Return to me, someday, somehow, some way,
If my tears could bring you back to me.
I looked around and saw her perched in a tree. Kikiyo I can't believe her. A priestess killing a human, how could she drop so low?! You were innocent, you had wronged her in no way! The arrow that pierced your chest was emerging from the ground yards away. Such a strong shot to carry the arrow completely through you, all Kikiyo's rage and hate for me put into it. You bleed freely, I could feel you slipping away. You told me it would be all right, that you were going to somewhere safe where nothing like this would ever happen again. Your delicate face became paler, your skin became colder, and your voice dropped to it's softest tone. The first tear of this sea fell and rolled slowly down my face. Gently you placed your hand on my cheek and caught it as one fell down your own face. I put my hand on yours as you comforted me softly. Seeing you slip away so slowly, Kagome, was the hardest thing I ever had gone through. If only these tears could bring you back to me.