darkangel-relly

Disclaimer-I don't own Dark Angel, I'm just a fan who likes writing about the characters.

Summary-At the end of the Berrisford Agenda after Alec leaves Jam Pony. Their thoughts.



I'm always alright, right?



Alec's POV

I'm always aright, right? I'm smart-ass Alec. Yeah I'm always alright. Max is just wasting her time as usual. Typical.

I loved Rachel so much though. Am I really alright? I'll probably never be again after she died. Max is all I've got now. I'm not going to let anything happen to her.

It seems like everyone I get close to I lose. Am I cursed or something? I hope not. I'm not going to lose Max though. She has been through so much. She has lost so many brothers and sisters. Losing one was bad enough but for all the times Max has lost…Now I know how she feels. But I'm not going to let anything happen to Max. I can't or I'd become lost too. I won't…I wouldn't know what to do if it weren't for her. I just want to be like her. She cares for everyone but herself most of the time. She doesn't care what happens to her just as long as the ones she loves are safe. She would give the ultimate for them, but I wonder would she do that for me? Probably because she is just Max. That's who I want to be like. I'm going to make her proud of me someday. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but someday.

1 Max's POV

I hope Alec is really alright like he always claims to be. I had hoped he would be the one who wouldn't have to learn the hard way but I guess I was wrong. He had to learn the hard way and now he's got to deal with it. I know he will, in his own way. I had to learn the hard way. He reminds my so much of myself before, no cares or worries, just myself to take care of. Then one by one my brothers and sisters were killed one way or another and I had to deal and finally I realized I had to care for others, not just myself.

I hope Alec finds this. He has to learn sooner or later. He has to care for others, not just himself. Life just doesn't work that way. I hope he sees that. He has too or he won't make it in the world.

I know he will just like I did. He will…I know he will. One of these days he will make me proud of him. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but someday I know he will.

A/N I have had this on my mind for a while so I wrote it down. It probably sucks but please tell me what u think. I love feedback!(