AN: Hi again *waves* so I had another idea for a fic. This is only my 2nd fic and my writing is not even close to some of the amazing fic writers out there. But here goes. Forgive me if my dates are wrong. Please let me know if y'all like it. Thanks! :)

[Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends.] - Corinthians 13:4-8

December 21, 2096

"I was lost and alone. No sense of purpose or being. No comprehension of family, love, friendship or honor. And then I met you. Where there has been cold, you have brought warmth. Where my life was very dark, you have brought light. You invited me into your world and asked for nothing in return. So what can I say to you that I haven't already said. What can I give you that I haven't already given. Is there anything of me that isn't yours already. My body, my mind, my heart, even my soul, everything that is me belonged to you long before this, and it shall be yours long after this. I will go wherever you will go. Hand in hand and heart in heart. Whatever may lay ahead, good or bad, we will face together. Distance may test us for a time, and time may try us, but I will always be here by your side. I will always listen and be truthful. Today I take my place as your husband." Steven recited to his love of his life.

With the vows read, from both the grooms, and the I do's said, there was only one thing left to say.

"I now pronounce you partners for life. Steven you may kiss your groom."

March 21, 2013

"Steven let go!"

"No no no, I love you! I love you bre..."

"You changed everything Steven, everything!"

"Brendan! Bren..."

That's when his life changed forever. All they had worked for, all the fights, the arguments, the violence, the smiles, the laughs, the kisses, the love, all gone in a matter of seconds. Their he stayed on the floor unable to get to his feet. His heart just cracked into millions of pieces, never to be mended again. Guards went past and looked at him with pity and sadness. There was nothing he could do. His happily ever after was just taken from him, just like that. His soulmate, gone. And in that moment he knew that he would never find happiness again. He was irrevocably broken, forever.

Months went by as he tried to pick himself up, knowing full well he never would. He got through his days by working all hours. Never took days off, never went out with friends. Friends, they weren't in his life. His time was consumed with work. People were concerned but how do you tell a man it'll be ok when they know that man is dead inside. A soul less body just walking around trying to get by, till the inevitable happens. Sadly, thats the only thing he looks forward to. To wake up one day and know that it's all over. To open his eyes and not have to look up and see the moldy ceiling. To not have to walk around an empty flat. To not have to feel anything. So he waits for that day.

October 13, 2013

Steven, please stop. I can't do this. I sit here and read all your letters every minute of every day and it stabs at my heart. Please know I never meant to hurt you. I tried, believe me I tried to be a better person for you. I failed. I had to save her, he destroyed my life and I couldn't let him destroy hers. If there was any other way I would have done it. I would do anything in the world for you. But I can't keep hurting you anymore. I need you to move on, for you and for me. Live your life, find love, be happy. Forget me. I didn't deserve you then and I don't deserve you now. This is the last time you will hear from me. I'm sorry for everything. I give my heart to you, keep it safe until we meet again. In the next life Steven. Goodbye.

Brendan Brady

This is my final letter to you. You won't have to worry about hearing from me again. I told you last year that I would never give up on you, and I haven't. You given up on you, you given up on us. I wish you loved me as much as I loved you. I would do anything to be able to go back in time to have been able to save you. But you couldn't be saved, could you? You were doomed from the start right? You were always destined to be alone? No you weren't. You gave up and didn't let me in. You pushed me away. I could have been strong for the both of us. This is my goodbye to you. I can't give you my heart now because you have held it since we met. I hope you keep it and know that despite everything we been through, you were loved. And you always will be, by me. Goodbye Brendan.

Steven Hay

December 21, 2096

The electricity in the reception area was buzzing. People were shouting and laughing. The music was turned up to full volume. Every one was looking at the doors waiting for the main guests to make their way in, to start their new lives together. The DJ grabbed the mic when he got his cue.

"Ok ladies and gentlemen, get your hands together and stand up. It is my pleasure to welcome for the first time as husband and husband, Steven Hay and Wes Jaxzon!"

The new married couple made their way into the reception area as every one screamed and shouted. Today was the start of a new life for Steven Hay. He smiled and greeted everyone as they headed down the room onto the dance floor. All the while Ste was screaming through his eyes for anyone, anyone to be able to hear his silent screams; Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh I am falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the person I am...isn't me.

No one heard him.

So yay or nay? I got some ideas on where to go from here and a couple of twists to put in. But let me know if y'all liked it or not. Thanks for reading :)