hi everyone ! This fanfic is very special to me as it is based on personal experience. So please be kind. Alright ? Enjoy !

Oh, also. TRIGGER WARNING : child sexual abuse, bullying, child abuse (neglect)

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Sam was six months old when his mother burned alive in a house fire.

Sam was one year old when his brother taught him how to walk.

Sam was three years old when his father insulted him for the first time.

Sam was five years old when he understood that he couldn't count on the one he would from then on call John.

Sam was six years old when his brother saved his life, making him realise that even if the world can be cruel, his big brother would always be there to protect him.

When Sam turned ten, he stopped paying attention in class.

Just before turning twelve, Sam and his brother Dean had to follow John once again as he decided to move out to a small town in Colorado. It was the third time they moved out that year, but this time, it was different. This time, they met the Novak brothers.

Sam was twelve years old when it first happened.

He knew this was something he would remember his whole life, no matter how fast he tried to run from it.

"I don't feel pretty Sam... Do you find me pretty ?"

"Well... Yes you're pretty.."

"I don't believe you. Do you know what people do to people they find pretty ?"

"No, what do they do ?"

"They hug them in a very special way. Here, let me show you."

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