Well here goes nothing.
This is it
I'm finally moving back.
Just by knowing that I was moving back to that hell hole infuriated me, but my uncle says that by moving I will get socialised so it will turn out to be a good thing.
At least I think those were the words he used to try to sway me into moving back there to get back some sense of familiarity. Sometimes my life stinks.
This curse has started to take over my life, and it's ruining my entire life plan, however things can always change. But in the mean time I supposed I will have to deal with it for the present.
I suppose I was always destined to be messed up, if my family is foreshadowing for the rest of my life then I think I may as well just give up now. My mother is dead and my father is missing and has been since I was nine. I was bullied because of it too. Lydia Martin made my life hell and very painful, having glasses, acne and being slightly overweight can make a girl an easy target, with her bullying me the shreds of self confidence I had were virtually non-existent.
I left before the end of middle school to go live with my uncle who was on army leave after word had gotten to him that my dad was gone and I was living with a friend, who's dad was the chief of police. In the courts however that had no standing so I was given to my uncle and away from my two best friends. In living with my uncle I learned many things. The first was of how rich he was, the next was that our family has differences to others.
Let me just clear up a few things.
I'm not spoiled.
I'm not a brat.
I am nowhere near perfect.
I'm not vain.
However I do know a few things, for example I know entirely too many secrets. Some of these are other peoples secrets, the rest are my families and now my own. I learned these secrets by either stumbling on them by accident, being told them or figuring them out. Secrets are all around us, its our choice as to find them or ignore them but they can either be kept and locked away deep in our conscious or told and aired out for the whole world, they can make or break life and people.
With the knowledge that my secrets could ruin lives I will indefinitely keep mine.