CHAPTER 1

"Bella" I turned around, and found Alice standing behind me.

"Oh it's you. Hey what's up?" Alice looked really, worried, I wondered what was wrong.

"I need to talk to you, it's really important."

"Sure Alice, I was just about to leave the Newton's store anyway." She just nodded and waited for me. I told Mrs. Newton that I was leaving and then I went outside and found Alice sitting in her yellow Porsche talking to someone on her cell phone. I sat down in the car waiting for her to finish.

"Ok fine, Jasper. Bye, yeah sure whatever." She got off the phone and started the car, and turned to me.

"Bella I had a vision, and Edwardisgonnaleaveyouagain." She said it so quickly I barely caught what she had said. But I had heard Edward…Leave…Again. That was all it took, and the black hole in my chest ripped open, and I had started to hyperventilate.

"Bella calm down, we are going to fix this. He's not going to leave you. I promise." She tried to assure me.

"Alice just tell me what happened. He can't leave me again; I won't be able to stand it." I had started to cry. At least this time I had a warning.

"He just, couldn't handle the thought of putting you through all of the pain. He thinks by leaving you here you would have a life and you would be able to grow old and have kids. He thinks that you not being in his life is the best for both of you. I swear Bella if you didn't love him so much I would've already killed him. Oh and he was going to leave you tonight. He was just going to talk to you in your living room, and then after saying what he needed to say he was going to leave."

The black hole in my chest was gone and it had been replaced with anger. He wasn't going to leave me, not this time. I was going to leave him whether he was happy about it or not.

"Thanks for telling me that Alice. I know what's going to happen this time. I'm going to leave him. Carlisle is going to change me into a vampire, and I am going to Italy afterwards."

Alice looked at me with shock.

"Alice I mean I'm going to ask to join the Volturi if I can."

But then she stopped the car at the side of the road, and she became still. She was having a vision.

"What's wrong Alice? What did you see?" I asked her.

"Its nothing, your plan will work. Don't worry about it." She said that and patted my shoulder. For the rest of the car drive we were quiet, Alice dropped me off at my house.

I told her that I would call when I needed to. She just nodded and drove off.

My plan was to "talk" to Edward when he came here to dump me. And when I was sure he was gone, I was going to tell Charlie that I was leaving. I had had enough, I didn't want to leave Charlie but this was best for both of us. I would be totally packed before that, and then I would call Alice and we were going to drive over to the Cullens. Carlisle was going to change me and as soon as I had control over the bloodlust I was going to leave for Italy. It was quick and I knew that, but this was it. He wasn't going to mess me up again, and as much as I hated him now I knew that the love I had for him would never leave.

I sighed and went upstairs to pack; when I was done I heard the doorbell ring. I went downstairs to open the door and there he was; my perfect angel, the one who was planning on leaving me, the one who was going to break my heart.

"Edward."