Being without the one you love is heart breaking.
Everything was going so, so well until that day when we went back in time. There was no possible way I could've known what Zane was thinking, but then again I never really do. How was I supposed to know that then and there in the sheriff's office was where he was going to propose?
Would I'd have said yes knowing what was about to happen?
I don't know.
But I wish I had said something.
Now none of that matters because my Zane is gone, replaced by his jack ass of a former self. He doesn't love me. But that doesn't stop me from loving him. It's hard being burdened of the knowledge of what we had when he'll never look me again the way he used to.
Carter says that things always work out the way their meant to, he is with Allison after all, but I cannot accept that there is a world where Zane and I don't end up together.
Okay that's a really bad cliché and I'm not known for my romantic and gooey side but something's are just meant to happen.
Looks like the only thing I've got going for me now is my job at GD.
No house.
No Zane.
Who knows maybe, just maybe, he could be the guy I love again.
All I know is I'm sure I've got a long road ahead of me.
Life has a way of throwing punches when you're at your weakest.
And I've never been one to back down.