Hello everyone! This is my second HDM fan fic, hope you'll like it. It's written in the form of letter and the story is happening fifteen years after Lyra and Will were separated. Please, leave a review so that I know is it worth anything.
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Dear Will…
Exactly fifteen years have passed since you've been gone. Fifteen years… Sounds like an eternity, doesn't it? Well, it felt like an eternity to me; fifteen years of loneliness, solitude and sorrow. Years have passed, much has changed, but my heart remained the same. I still love you Will, and I still hope, deep inside me, that someday, you'll come back for me. How stupid of me. But, though I knew it was stupid to hope for such thing, for fifteen years, that hope was the only thing I lived for. I knew it was impossible, I knew it was wrong, I knew it was selfish, but still, I dared to hope. That's how my life looked like for past fifteen years. Until today. Today, on fifteenth anniversary of your departure, I realized something: I realized you're not coming back. Ever. You could have come if you've wanted to, but you haven't. Today, I finally realized it is truly over. Today, it finally came to me: he's gone Lyra. And he's not coming back. It is time for you to move on with your life.
It sounds so easy: moving on. But in fact, it isn't. It's hard, much harder than I could ever imagine; just turning my back on something that I've been living for for past fifteen years. But it has to be done. For pity's sake, I'm 28! If I don't move on now, when will I? I don't have much time left, and this is my final chance to do something with my life.
I've lost too much time, waiting for you. I've waited and waited, but you just didn't come back. But now it's over. I can't wait for you anymore Will. I don't want to wait for you anymore.
I'm writing you this letter is to say my final farewell. To say to you that same farewell I wasn't able to say the day you left. The same farewell I've been refusing to say for past fifteen years. But now I'm ready.
Farewell Will. Farewell…
Yours forever, Lyra.
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Hope you liked it. I've been planning this to be the first one of many letters Lyra will write to Will, if you like it. Leave a review and let me know should I continue this, or not. Bye!