You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
Christina watched as a pure white feather floated near her, reminding her of an angel's wings. She watched as the breeze carried it away, and she suddenly remembered the way Will would lift her up into his arms and spin her around.
And you'd hold me close in your arms
I thought of the way you felt so strong
When he hugged her, she never wanted him to let go. She always felt safe in his arms, like nothing in the world could go wrong.
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holdin' me
Then the memory of the moment she had seen his lifeless body flashed before her very eyes. That's when she knew that her world had begun to shatter.
I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
She remembered everything about him. The way he smiled, the way he talked, the way he walked, the way he had kissed her, and even the precious moments they had alone.
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
Christina knew that she would never forget him. He had loved her for who she was, and she had loved him with all her heart.
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you
"I miss you Will. I need you" she whispered into the air, trying to blink back the tears that were abotu to fall.
You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm livin' out my dream
Even after five years, she still felt that her heart was missing a piece that she knew could never be returned. Here she was, doing what she loved best, but she longed for him to be by her side.
Oh, how I wish you could see
Everything that's happenin' for me
She wished that he could see how much she missed him, how much she really loved him. She wished that one day he'd magically show up and watch her as she worked, encouraging her and supporting her all the way.
I'm thinkin' back on the past
It's true the time is flyin' by too fast
The time Christina had spent with Will was too short. It wasn't enough. It will never be.
I know you're in a better place yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
How she longed to see his face again, to feel his arms around her as they smiled and laughed over the silliest things.
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me
He wasn't beside her, but she knew that he was watching her, still keeping her safe. He would never leave her permanently. He would always be by her side, even if she couldn't see him.
I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
Now she let the tears fall freely, not caring if anybody saw her. Christina knew that deep down, she would never get over what happened to Will.
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
Sure she had forgiven Tris for what she did. She knew that Will would have wanted her to do that. Will would want her to stay strong, and continue to be friends with Tris. Now that he and Al were gone, she knew that she couldn't go on without Tris, and she was the only friend that Christina actually had left.
My heart won't let you go
Will would always have a spot in her heart. She didn't care if other guys liked her. She knew that she could never have someone who would replace Will.
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you
"I miss you Will. I miss you so much" she whispered as she lay fresh flowers on his grave. She had asked for a proper burial for him, so that she could still run to him even when he was no longer there. It didn't feel the same as when he had enveloped her in one of his bear hugs, or even when he would just sit by her side, but knowing that she was in his presence comforted her. He would never truly be gone.
I was really depressed that Will died and never had his happy ending with Christina :( I actually CRIED because they were so perfect for each other and he HAD to die :(( /3