Confessions

Hey guys this is just a random idea that just popped into my head when I saw the glorious trailer!!! I think you jaters know what I'm on about!! Anyway I'll keep quiet now and give you my interpretation of it which I'm hoping to continue but then it's all up to you guys, so here it is!!! I just wanted to set out the basis for this story here!!!

Enjoy

"Okay!! let's do this" jack announced to the large group of survivors who dragged their feet in sand which was covered under the blistering heat but they still followed, going to the place where he granted them all safety for the time being from the treacherous others they had come to know over their short but dreaded stay on this creep filled island. Although the only thing on kate's mind right now was the fact that jack was finally talking and smiling at her again. Even though it might have been a brief moment in which it happened, but the fact that it happened was enough to put a smile of true happiness on her face once again.

(Flashback - 8 hours before)

It was just like every morning for her, waking up in sawyer's tent with his arm draped over her in a protective but loving embrace, a position and gesture she never thought sawyer would ever possess judging by the macho façade he put on with everyone else including even her at first. So now she just laid here in his arms watching his peaceful expression with a smile on her face but then the realisation of what occurred yesterday and the plans all came rushing back to her and with that in mind she shook sawyer gently and once he woke up she declared that they needed to get a move on before the others arrived, which thanks to karl was a lot sooner than anticipated.

To her surprise he shot out of bed immediately, retrieved the shirt he had abandoned last night and then sat down beside her offering her a peck on the lips and saying that he would pack up their stuff while she declared that she would go and get some water for them and with that said she left looking back at the busy man and then walking out of her tent with her bottle in hand.

On her way there she was taken over by her thoughts once again, thoughts that involved her feelings, feelings she had for one jack shepherd, but she knew that she could never face him with expressing it, firstly because she felt he was simply too good for her and secondly because she didn't want him to meet the same fate as her first love Tom did, so she chose to turn to sawyer, the more safer option, but she knew her heart was never in it to truly open up to him and be with him in the way he constantly wished for her to be.

Before she knew it she was at the water supply unit they had constructed and she bent over taking a swig of the cool water that had gathered in there and almost suddenly like a heat magnet she lifted her head to only be met with the very man who she was thinking about, well the only man she ever thought about. For the next few minutes they just stood there, staring at each other and wondering who was gonna break the silence once and for all. So Jack just simply offered her a warm smile and a nod and then walked off to check with the others and see if they were running according to schedule. All she did in return to his surprising gesture was return it with a smile of hope that maybe, just maybe things would be okay from now on, but then at that very moment she looked back towards sawyer's tent and her smile disappeared almost immediately, she couldn't keep on using him in this way, even though she may have found temporary comfort in him, she couldn't do it because in the end the only person she would be hurting is herself, so she made the decision with herself that she would talk to him sometime today about it.

(End of flashback)

So now he she was, eight hours later, walking within the vast amount of survivors following their leader to the radio tower, all hoping that this would result in their rescue finally, not having to look back on this place ever again but not everyone felt the same way, not everyone wanted to be rescued, not everyone was ready to let to go of what they had and formed on the island, the friendship, the love.

So there it is guys!! what do you think? worth continuing?? If there will be another chapter, I can assure you that it will be a lot longer!! Promise!!