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~Kaoru's P.O.V~

"Ow" I said as I woke up. Strange, usually I wake up comfortably. I rubbed my eyes, realizing where I was. I woke up propped up on a tree by a small trail leading to town. How did I get here…? I looked around as if I was expecting to see someone. I didn't. My thoughts were clouded up from sleeping. My stomach growled. I should probably get some food. But where was he? As I started to gain my senses again, I started to remember last night.

~Flashback to last night~

Kaoru was sitting at his desk, like usual. He was doodling in his notebook. He was deep in though when Hikaru burst into the room with joy.

"Hika, what happened?" Kaoru asked. He couldn't imagine why he was so joyful.

Hikaru had a smile on his face. "Guess who just got together with Haruhi!" He said with delight.

Kaoru felt like he took a punch to the face. Hikaru has been becoming more individual and has began to forget that Kaoru was there.

"Oh, that's nice…" Kaoru trailed off. He was too shocked and upset to think properly. He fought back tears. He felt so alone. He glanced up at Hikaru, who was looking at him with questionable eyes.

"What's going on, little brother?" Hikaru asked while putting his arm on Kaoru.

"It's not important" Kaoru didn't have the heart to let Hikaru know that he was feeling this way. He just got a girlfriend, I can't do that to him. Kaoru cringed at his thoughts.

"It's important if you're upset about something." Hikaru said with care. Hikaru then thought about when this started. He was with Haruhi.

"Are you jealous?" Hikaru smirked and teased.

It hit him. He thought about all the times he chose Haruhi over him. All of those thoughts swirled around his head making him feel uneasy. He tried to say something but he couldn't. He was too angry. Kaoru looked down at his hand. It was shaking. Anger build up inside of him, along with sadness. He couldn't take it anymore.

"Maybe I am jealous! Maybe I'm jealous about all those times you picked Haruhi over me!" He couldn't believe what he was saying to his older brother, but the words just flew out of him. "I feel so abandoned, Hikaru. Don't you see!? I though you cared about me!"

Those last words hit Hikaru like a bullet. He was about to say something, but he realized Kaoru had already left the room.

I do care…

~End of flashback~

I was starting to tear up because of the thoughts I was having. I shook it off and started walking down the trail, eventually getting to the town. I entered a small café, hoping to find something to my taste there. Before I ordered, I felt my back pocket. My wallet….. I had no money. My phone is gone too…. I couldn't contact anyone. I felt more alone than usual. I sat down at a table. I had a pounding headache.

A/N: Hello everyone! This is my first story. I hope you all like it!