Hi! It's SuperSwimmerNerdo with a song-fic I have been wanting to do for a while... EXIT WOUNDS FOR KITTY AND LANCE! SO EXCITED! So...yeah... This is in Lance's POV.
My hands are cold, my body's numb
I'm still in shock, what have you done?
My head is pounding, my vision's blurred
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word
No. No, please, no. Tell me she isn't saying good-bye. Her voice drowns out as I try to understand. All this time in Bayville, Kitty is all I can think about. How to get close to her, how to show her I'm not as bad as I look. How to tell her that I fell in love with her when I saw her that day on the rooftop. How to tell her she's is everything. How can I let go?
And I hurt so bad, that I search my skin
For the entry point when love went in
And ricocheted, and bounced around
And left a hole when you walked out
For the next few days, I walk in a trance. A self-preserving trance. If I pretend I never loved her, if I say I never cared, maybe it won't hurt so bad. But in the mornings, the cut is fresh, and I grab my chest, trying to keep what little of her I have left from leaving. I just want to roll over and die.
I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying, from these exit wounds
Wounds!
When they're leaving, the scars you're keeping!
Exit Wounds!
When they're leaving, the scars you're keeping!
It hurts. And the guys, Pietro, Fred, Todd, they try to help. They try surgery on my open heart, but I can feel it. I'm losing them. Or they're losing me, either way. Without her, I'm just not me. These new scars, they run deeper than any scar I've gotten from Cyclops.
Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor
I'm damaged good, for all to see
Now who would ever want to be with me?
I try to move on. I try to find a girl to help me get over her. But none of them can amount to anything next to Kitty. Everyday a new girl winks at me, and I just want to die. I just want that girl winking to be Kitty, and I just want to know that she's mine. All this pain, it stacks on top of my guilt, trying to break my back. And with her gone. . . it just might.
I've got the baggage, drink the pills
Yeah, this is living, but without the will
I'm blacking out, I'm shutting down
You left a hole when you walked out, yeah
Todd tries getting me to take his dad's old depression pills, but I'm too proud for a cop-out. But I can feel it. I'm giving up. I sleep more, I forget days at a time, I walk in a trance, my mind shutting down. There is a hole in my life, and it's about five feet, four inches tall.
I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, scars you're keeping
Exit Wounds!
Where they're leaving, scars you're keeping
Lose your clothes and show your scars, that's who you are
Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me on the floor
It's been three months. I'm still alive. Barely. I'm a shattered wreck of a man, but I'm alive. Kitty is still on my mind, she is still my world. I wouldn't have it any other way.
I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying, from these exit wounds
Where they're leaving, scars you're keeping
Exit Wounds!
Where they're leaving, scars you're keeping
Kitty is everything. I love her. And my love paid off. Because she came back, begging me to have her again, telling me she loves me, and she's sorry. That's all she said. Because then I kissed her. I'm never going to let her go.
Yay,yay,yay! Happy SuperSwimmerNerdo! I did it! Please comment, tell me if you like it! I just love Lance and Kitty so much!
