XxbLuE-kIttYxX: Just here to angst up your day... I do not own TRC, only CLAMP does.
Summary: Whenever he sees them together, it rips his heart to shreds but he chose to hide his feelings because even he is not that selfish...[oneshot[KuroTomo[light KuroFai[Fai's POV[spoilers![R&R
Just This Moment
by: XxbLuE-kIttYxX
I know that he will never feel the same way I do. I know that he and Tomoyo-hime have feelings for each other, the same feelings I have for him but he will never feel the same way. The feelings that I chose to hide but kept on coming back. One day I will tell him and when that day comes, I will leave him because with me by his side, he can never spend a lot of time with his beloved princess.
There I see them walking hand-in-hand at the palace garden. I can see him smile more often whenever he is with Tomoyo-hime but even I am not that selfish. Now that she has given up her dreamseeing powers,she needs him more than I do. It breaks my heart to see them together like this. It is more painful than my brother's death and Ashura's betrayal. It is like ripping my heart to shreds. It is too painful for me to handle. To see his precious smile go away when i ask for himto part with her just to feed me. It hurts me even more to see them sadden and part away just because of me. I cry every night for I know I cannot have him for he has someone else. I will tell him my feelings, tomorrow, at sundown, at the palace garden. This feeling needs to be released so that I will never feel this pain again and try my best to forget it. Tomorrow, everything will change.
" I wanted to talk to you." I said. We are at the palace garden, alone. I can see the scowl on his face for me interrupting him and Tomoyo-hime. " What is it idiot mage?!" He asked me. How I wish that he would use my real name. " Well, I, uh, Kuro-chi, I...I " I stammered. My mind is too clouded with thoughts and feelings. " My name is Kurogane! If you are just going to stammer and talk like some freak, I am going to leave! " He scolded me. I finally snapped. " Don't leave! Alright! I confess! I love you Kurogane and it breaks it my heart to see you with Tomoyo! At first, I don't know what it is but now, I do! I love you! " I blurted out. My face now feels hot so I guess I looked a little flushed. My eyes are welling up with tears. " F-Fai? What a-are you talking about? " He asked. Now, my face is stained with tears. He said my name but he does not have a clue about what I am saying. I went near him, leaned in and kissed him on the lips. Even if he will not return my feelings, at least he knew. Maybe I will regret it and have to forget all about it. Even if these things are true, at least I have this sweet, loving memory of it.
My first and my last...
XxbLuE-kIttYxX: I swear I did this on impulse. Please read and review...