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I looked out at the crowed as we said our goodbyes. Fans were sad to see us leave, but happy to have seen us. Looking deeper into the crowed I saw a bright green sign that read "Kogan Kiss?" Chuckling to myself at the thought of Logan, my best friend and crush, kissing me.
Seeing Logan look at me from the corner of my eye made me blush. "You see it, don't you?" He asked, some-what quietly.
I nodded in response. It took me and the guys a while to learn all the shippings our rushers made, and I was happy to know that Kogan was one of the fans favorites.
"So?" My head snapped towards Logan as he spoke. "Wanna give it a shot?"
My heart pounded, eyebrows lifted, and my eyes widened. He laughed at my response, but quickly stopped. "um. I.. uh... sure?" It came out as more of a question, but instead of questioning my question, he leaned in.
I heard fans gasp, but Logan and I hardly noticed. Logan was pressed against me completely by the time our lips met. Sparks began flying, causing my head to spin. His soft lips moved gently against mine to start with, but soon the kiss got deeper. Remembering where we were I quickly pulled back.
He smirked at me, before looking out into the crowed. I saw him point at the girl with the sign, wink, then he left the stage. A shocked Carlos and James followed the boy I loved without questioning what had just happened between us.
I smiled at the crowed before running off after my friends. I wanted to talk to Logan about the kiss, I wanted to know if he felt the same spark that I did, but as the night went on I never got the chance. He stayed far away from me, which did indeed break my heart, but i wouldn't show it. I'm the fearless leader of Big Time Rush, I don't let my emotions show, ever.
I knew Logan would never feel the same, And I knew that's why my heart felt so broken.
I was forced to face the sad reality that maybe this was natures way of telling me that it was just a Kiss, and maybe that's all it will ever be.
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