This is a short one shot song fic that I thought of while I was bored at work and listening to Kelly Clarkson's album Thankful.
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Disclaimer - I only own the plot. Harry, Ginny and Ron belong to JK Rowling and the song Beautiful Disaster belongs to Kelly Clarkson.
Summary - Ginny has a conversation with Ron following her break up from Harry.
Beautiful Disaster
He drowns in his dreams,
An exquisite extreme I know,
He's as damned as he seems,
More heaven than a heart could hold,
And if I tried to save him,
My whole world could cave in,
It just aint right,
It just aint right,
Fifteen year old Ginny Weasley sat by the lake watching the sun set.
All the time she was thinking about her recent break up at Dumbledore's funeral.
"Stupid noble Harry Potter. Why does he have a saving people thing?" she muttered as she pulled a clump of green grass from the ground.
Oh, and I don't know,
I don't know what he's after,
But he's so beautiful,
Such a beautiful disaster,
And if I could hold on,
Through the tears and the laughter,
Would it be beautiful,
Or just a beautiful disaster,
"Because you know he loves you," her brother Ron replied as he sat down.
"But I don't want him to love me from far away. I want to be with him. I mean we were an okay couple weren't we?" Ginny asked as Ron looked at her.
"You were the best."
He's magic and myth,
As strong as what I believe,
A tragedy with,
More damage than a soul should see,
And do I try to change him,
So hard not to blame him,
Hold on tight,
Hold on tight,
Oh coz I don't know,
I don't know what he's after,
But he's so beautiful,
Such a beautiful disaster,
And if I could hold on,
Through the tears and the laughter,
Would it be beautiful,
Or just a beautiful disaster,
"Thanks Ron. How did you know where to find me anyway?" Ginny asked.
"This is where you usually come when you're upset. Listen Gin, Harry's just as upset as you. I left him sitting on his bed in a pit of depression," Ron explained.
Ginny smiled weakly before she pulled another clump of grass from the ground.
"I hate You-Know-Who. He's the one that makes the bad things happen to Harry," Ginny replied.
Ron nodded in agreement then Ginny asked the question that he she was going to ask someday.
"What do you think Harry's after from me?"
I'm longing for love and the logical,
But he's only happy hysterical,
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle,
Waiting so long, so long,
He's soft to the touch,
But frayed at the ends he breaks,
He's never enough,
And still he's more than I can take,
"Personally, he wants you to be safe and sound. He needs you to come back to after the war," Ron told her.
Ginny smiled again as Ron hugged her then got up and walked back to the castle.
By now night had fallen and the stars were twinkling in the deep blue sky.
Ginny looked up at the castle and whispered softly, "I never knew that loving you would be so hard but I'll wait for you Harry. Safe and sound."
Oh coz I don't know,
I don't know what he's after,
But he's so beautiful,
Such a beautiful disaster,
And if I could hold on,
Through the tears and the laughter,
Would it be beautiful,
Or just a beautiful disaster,
He's beautiful,
Such a beautiful disaster,
Fin.
Please review even if you hated it.
