Chapter 1: You love me, don't you?
Third person
"God dammit!" yelled Usagi-san as he kicked the wood desk. As he regretted his
previous action from the pain in his foot as his lover Misaki Takahashi came in with a worried look.
"W-What's wrong Usagi-san?" questioned Misaki as he leaned against the wall trying to keep his eyes open to listen to his loved ones problem.
"Oh, nothing. I might not be able to join you in your slumber tonight." replied Usagi-San disappointed as he continued to stare at his laptop.
"Ah, o-ok. Take care, night." wished Misaki as he turned around and returned to the room that is claimed his as long as he stayed with Usagi-san. Misaki stood near the door but far enough so Usagi-san can't see him waiting for Usage's reply. After a minute or two there was no reply. Misaki returned to his room as he sighed.
Misaki's pov
I went in my room and shut the door. As I got on the bed I've been sleeping in for as long as I have known Usagi-san I realized he has been getting so distant. He doesn't say goodnight anymore like how he used to and he doesn't attack me with kisses anymore. I guess he has just grown tired of me.. I pulled up my long sleeve revealing battle scars.. Battle scars from all the wars I lost to my depression. As I run my finger down the self-harm cuts I formed the day before a tear runs down my eye.
"Maybe he just doesn't love me anymore.. He wouldn't be the first" I commented softly trying not to break down. I pulled down my sleeve and grabbed the covers pulling them up to my shoulders. I shed another tear then close my eyes trying to sleep.
Usagi-san's pov
"There's something wrong with that boy" I thought. When Misaki left the room he didn't look at me or smile. He just left with no emotion. I got up from my seat instantly trying to catch up with Misaki. He never tells me anything and it hurts. Whatever he is hiding I need to figure ou-
"Maybe he just doesn't love me anymore.. He wouldn't be the first" said Misaki. He's talking so softly.. He obviously didn't want me to hear that and yet I still did. Does he really think that? I can't do anything about it now, I have to wait until morning to do anything. I need to finish my work and Misaki probably doesn't want to be bothered right now.
Third person
Usagi-san went back to his previous area and continued to work. Misaki fell asleep fast, the two ended their day here, both thinking of one another.
Authors note:
Hoped you liked that ._.
This will be updated when I have inspiration (feeling depressed. considering this is meant to be a depressing fan fiction)