Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush
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As he walked down the street on the cold icy night, he can't help but think of him. The night is dark out, barely any nights suitable for anyone to live in. But he got used to this weather as a child growing up. He's back home.
He remembers having it all. Taking it to the top with all of his friends. He remembers all their adventures like they happened yesterday, even though it's been years. He remembers being trapped in a well, where they all helped Jordan Sparks figure out that her song was a duet with Big Time Rush.
He remembers all going on tour, and being mistaken as criminals. He remembers fighting like ninjas. He remembers the break up.
*Flashback*
"You can't do this, Kendall. We are a singing group, not solos." Said a very stressed out Logan. Kendall has just been offered to go do a solo album by Hawk. Everyone believed Hawk was stupid to offer this to Kendall, but he changed. Hollywood changed him. And everyone saw, everyone but him.
"Well why can't I just do one stupid album?" Kendall yelled in annoyance that his friends wouldn't support him on this. Kendall thinks that if it was offered to James, or Logan, or Carlos, that he would support them. So why can't they do the same to him?
"Kendall," James finally spoke up from what seemed hours. "If you go, then WE move back to Minnesota, and finish our lives, while you go on your solo career. Even I'm not as selfish as to leave Big Time Rush!" And it was true. For James has been offered many solo career opportunities, but he didn't in exchange for his friends. He can't believe how Kendall is acting right now.
"Oh, Come On! James, I though you would be the most supportive. I thought you were the one with a BIG plan. YOU were the one who knew they were gonna go solo, and start his career. I mean, come one guys, did you really believe that were gonna be a group forever. Friends change." Kendall shot back.
"This isn't the Kendall I know. The Kendall I know wouldn't go take a solo offer without his friends. The Kendall I know would put others before himself. The Kendall I see here right now, isn't the Kendall that was back in Minnesota. I want back that Kendall. That's the Kendall I know and love." James said, practically crying the last part.
"What? You love me?" Kendall said in a disgusted tone. Hollywood really changes people.
"Come on, guys. Let's leave Kendall to his solo career. Hope you make it Kendall, really I do." Said a very sympathetic Carlos.
They left that night. All of them. Since Kendall was old enough to live by himself, Mama Night, Katy, Carlos, Logan, and James board on the first plane to Minnesota.
*End of Flashback*
He walked, down the street of his old home. He saw his house. He saw his yard. The one where Carlos would always play with him since they were 6. He saw his table outside, where Logan would help him with Algebra if he ever asked. And last, he saw the tree house. The same tree house that looked like it hadn't been touched in ages. The same tree house where Kendall and James first slept over. The same tree house where he and James figured out what they wanted to be when they grow up.
He went up to his door, and knocked on the door. The door opened moments after. Revealing a grown up Logan. His eyes widened at the sight before him. Kendall got nervous and Logan stepped aside to let him in. Kendall was shocked. He saw Carlos, waiting for Logan to come back. When Logan sat down next to him, they held hands, and Kendall noticed two rings in their fingers. He then saw Mama Knight with a stranger to Kendall. Mama Knight was holding him tight. Then he saw Katie, with a teenage boy's hands wrapped around her body. But that's not what shocked Kendall. No! What shocked him, is that James, the boy he too late realized he loved, was holding a guy, to the side, with his hands wrapped around his waist.
"Kendall" They all said.
Kendall kept starring at James, with sadness in both their eyes. They kept starring, until a single tear fell out of Kendall's eyes.
What had he done?
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