Chapter 1- Questions
"Awe, Jake come on, please?" I was very annoyed with Jacob lately. He was breaking promises to me a lot and I wasn't about to let him break another and get away with it so easily.
"No Bella, look outside. Not exactly the best day or weather for cliff diving, the current will be to strong." UGH there he goes again convincing me that it is too dangerous. Hasn't he already learnt that I like danger already? I already conned him into teaching me how to ride a motorcycle behind Charlie's back for God sakes. And why? All so I could hear his voice again. The last time his voice had been so clear it sounded like he was right there with me, when I hit the tree. He had been yelling at me to go home, to go home to Charlie and to Jake and to stay out of trouble. I felt disgusted with myself I realized that I had been answering both him and Jake at the same time when I said 'I will' to Jake about the stupid brakes that failed to work and to him that I would go home after I had hear his voice. I knew that all this thinking about him would cost me later. Tonight when I'm laying in bed silently crying into my permanently tear stained pillow, just waiting for the pain to numb the aching tearing felling at the edges of my chest and force me into my own personal unconscious hell.
"This is planet Jake to planet Bella, do you read me?"
I didn't relies that I had totally zoned out until Jake had yelled my name about three more times and started waving his hand in front of my face and snapping his fingers.
"Bella."
"Bella!"
"BELLA?"
Suddenly there was a large russet coloured hand being waved in front of my face.
"Earth to Bella, come on finnish brushing your teeth so we can get going!"
"Ugh, why cant you just tell me where were going, mabey then I'll speed up the getting ready process."
"No"
"Fine be stubborn."
About 20 minutes later as we were driving down the highway towards La Push, that's when I figured out something was up, and something big too.
"Now will you tell me?"
"Nope."
"Fine."