Heaven
Hope and Love to everyone who lost anyone in 9/11...
They are watching you from heaven
Don't worry, they aren't gone...They are always there...invisable
They keep saying...Don't Cry
You'll see me soon...in heaven...I love you...
Oh, think about all our younger years.
There only you and me
We we young and wild and free.
"M-Mama...will I see Daddy again some day?" my 6 year old daughther, Natsume asked. I looked at her. She had tears in her eyes. I had tears in my eyes too.
My husband, Kukai Souma had just died from heart disease.
"Don't worry, you will. He's watching you from heaven right now, sweetie" I said.
I then thought about me and Kukai...when we were younger and wild...and free.
Now nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
you keep me coming back for more
I'm finding it to believe
We're in heaven
"Yaya!" a voice yelled behind me. I was now in a meadow. I turned around. It was him.
"KUKAI!" I shouted as I ran to him with tears in my eyes. I was in his arms now.
"Kukai...don't leave me! Don't leave Natsume! We need you!" I yelled crying into his chest.
"Yaya...nothing can take me away from you..." he said kissing me lightly on the forehead.
"Please tell me this is heaven.." I said looking into his eyes.
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't to hard to see
We're in heaven
"Yaya!" a different voice yelled.
I opened my eyes. We were at the funeral. I saw Amu and Rima running to me.
I ran into both of there arms crying.
"Yaya,shhh it's ok" Amu said patting my head. Rima picked up Natsume and gave her to me.
"Mama, Papa said that all you need is love" said Natsume giving me a hug.
"I know, sweetie..I know" I said hugging her tightly.
Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when you are feeling down.
"Yaya-chan.." said Nagihiko coming behind Rima and giving me a hug.
"Thanks for coming.." I whisped while crying. He then bent down to hug Natsume who was crying non-stop.
"I-I *sniff* remb-b-er when-n dad-d-dy would-d a-always pick me up-p when I-I'm feeling down..." she sobbed into Nagi's arms.
Tadase came behind me saying it's ok.
Now, nothing could change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause you love will light the way
"MOVE IT!" yelled a familar voice. It was Utau.
She ran up to me pulling me into her eyes. She was really like my onne-chan.
"Yaya...It's ok, just let it all out" she said as I cried.
"Nothing will change what you mean to me, Kukai..." I thought to myself.
Baby, you're all that I want
When I'm lying here in my arms
I'm finging it hard to beileive
We're in heaven
i still remeber that summer day. The 3 of us, Me, Natsume and Kukai on the couch. Relaxing togther as a family. I was in Kukai's arms and Natsume was in mine. We told how much we loved each other.
I wish we stayed like that forever
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't to hard to see
We're in heaven
All of us were now around his grave. I was crying while holding Natsume in my arms.
Tommorow was the day we would spend something very special.Our anniversary...
It's so hard to see that I'm alone in this world. I know I have Natsume.
But, why? WHY? It hurt so much.
I've been waiting for so long for
something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you
Ever since then me and natsume keep waiting for you too come home.
We are having your favorite tonight...again.
Rice,corn, and chicken.
Natsume even ate the veggies.
We pray that you will come back.
Natsume says to always keep thelight open incase you come.
To kiss her goodnight.
Baby, you're all that I want
When I'm lying here in my arms
I'm finging it hard to beileive
We're in heaven
It's been 5 years, Kukai. Natsume is now 11. She's still waiting for you to come home. So she can sleep in your arms again. She still thinks it's hard to believe that your gone. But, your not. Your watching us.
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't to hard to see
We're in heaven
Now, it's been to long. I sit here on my hospital bed with docters and nures trying to save me. I can her Natsume, who is 29 now screaming. I look at her. She has tears in her eyes.I mouth to her "I love you". She does the same. And then there. My final breath. I'm finally with you Kukai.
We're in heaven...togther.