What Hurts (Made by me)
It hurt
It hurt to be with him
To know what he was doing-
Who he was doing
It hurt to see herself too
Her smile, her eyes
The never ending glow
It hurt to know that he was cheating on her
It hurt even more that he knew that she knew
It tore her apart when he would pretend it was nothing-
That they were nothing
But to watch him walk away was like a fatal blow
To hear him angry at her was unbearable pain
So she did her best to please him
Oh, how she tried
The latest clothes, cars, hair styles
Keeping up with his rock star image robbed her-
Robbed her of so many things…
But it was never enough
She was never pretty enough
She was never rich enough
She could never be enough
He would critique her on the littlest things
Cut her down until she was nothing
Until she felt like nothing
Until it got to be so much her only joy was to cause herself pain-
The pain of being with him
Yes, it hurt to be with him
But being without him hurt even more