I'm Missing You
Everything seems to be falling apart for the guy formerly known as Desarm, when his love decides to focus on running her father's company and leaves Japan for America. But is that all that's keeping Hitomiko Kira there? Hitomiko and Saginuma centric.
Disclaimer: I don't own Inazuma Eleven or any of the characters. They are solely the property of Level 5.
Italics- for thoughts, emphasis or letters/emails.
It had been three months. Three of the longest, most miserable months of Osamu Saginuma's life, beginning from when he saw Hitomiko-san off at the airport, right up to this morning when he had opened an email with the worst message he could imagine:
Hello Osamu, (his heart had fluttered when he saw that she wrote his first name)
It's been a long time hasn't it.
How is the team? Are they behaving themselves? I'm sorry I haven't been in touch for a while; it's been awfully hectic over here because of the Aliea incident and some other things… The work is hard but rather rewarding (But that's not really the reason why you're writing, is it, Saginuma had thought worriedly. And he was right). And really that is why I have to tell you before you hear from Hiroto or anyone else… I might not come back to Japan for some time; actually I might not come back ever. You know, there are so many things to be done…
Saginuma didn't need to read the rest of the email; it was a bunch of useless justifications for why she wanted to stay in America. And he didn't believe any of them.
He logged out and then switched off his laptop, the laptop he got for his sixteenth birthday from Hitomiko-san. He stared hard at it, as if it was going to turn itself on with a message from Hitomiko-san (he could never break the habit of adding the suffix –san to her name) saying that he should disregard the first email and everything will be hunky dory… but it didn't do that or anything. If it had he would have booked himself a psychiatrist. But why would she want to remain in America?
When they had first begun seeing each other, they did so in total secrecy. Not even his team mates in Neo Japan suspected anything. If anyone found out, Hitomiko-san would have been in trouble as Saginuma is a still a minor. He felt that she understood him, and didn't he make it clear that he felt strongly for her? But this sudden need of her's to take over her father's company amazed him, and now she wanted to stay there.
Why?
She had never even liked her father's weapons empire, even less after the events caused by the Aliea meteorite. "So what's really keeping you there?" Saginuma asked aloud.
A cold band closed itself around his heart as a sudden realization came to him. There was someone else! Hitomiko-san must have met some other man; maybe someone her age; Japanese, or an American perhaps? Saginuma's throat went dry and he had trouble swallowing. This feeling was entirely new to him; in fact it didn't even feel like this was happening, it was more like some damn surreal dream. Then anger, utter monstrous anger, took over. Unfortunately, as a side effect of the Aliea meteorite, very strong negative feelings gave him painful, nauseating headaches. Damn it, his head started hurting as if Drill Smasher was behind his forehead.
"Damn you, woman!" he muttered as he tottered toward his bed, the pounding in his head getting worse. "Damn, damn, damn it! Hitomiko!"
Then darkness enveloped him.
This is the first time I'm writing a fanfic with more than one chappie, so please review and help me improve :) Yes, there'll be more... so much more ;)