The magical way i love him!
"Who knows how longed I loved you, you know I always will."
I thought when I was walking in Hogsmeade. Why couldn't Remus just listen to me, that I really don't care about he being a werewolf, 13 years older or he being poor. I didn't care a tiny bit.
Mark waked me from my thoughts, "Tonks our duties are done for today Jacob and Dawlish take the day duties.
I nodded but didn't really didn't care because I couldn't sleep good, eat or change so it wasn't really a good thing now I couldn't distract myself for thinking of Remus. My thoughts flew away to Remus again. He and his stupid excuses I'm too old to poor and too dangerous for you, I bloody hell don't care!
I love him so much, I asked him if he loved me back and he said I can't I don't understand him what he meant with that, if he just told me he don't love me I stop this. I thought of last Christmas when he had kissed me passionately under the mistletoe, I thought of that until someone woke me from my thoughts or sleep whatever. "Hi Tonks how are you?" It was Ginny and Hermione, "I'm fine"
I answered her. But the truth is I'm not first my hearts broken and I feel pain every day because of that, my hair has turned to its natural color brown witch I hate because it's the color for me being depressed, I gotten more and more skinny every day and I could die for him because I love him in such a magical way I can't describe. "You have been out long? You look bluish" Hermione said looking at me "What time is it?" I asked her
"Half past four we are on our way back to the castle" Ginny answered before Hermione could stand a chance.
"Okay then I could be bluish as you said been out since yesterday evening, I should go inside bye!" I said before turning around and walk inside, up and in my room. I sat down on the bed and got back to my thoughts.
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