A Mere Outsider

by fukafukashita

Dally sees no point in living without the only one who mattered in his life, and he is not prepared to spend his life without that one special person. Johnny meant everything to him, and he died inside when he left him alone...him, a mere Outsider.

A MERE OUTSIDER

Stinging tears caress my cheek

Fogging my eyes- empty, bleak

My broken heart stops in my chest

Leaving that hole- the soul I possessed.

Covering my vision, blanket of darkness

Taking my life-a life without purpose.

Crimson liquid running down my face

Competing with tears in a pointless race.

This life of mine will be no loss

A mere Outsider radiating chaos.

Pain of a bullet barely compares

To my aching heart, my haunting nightmares.

An end to over-whelming sadness, to my horrid torture

Screams and shy whimpers leave me unsure.

I ended my pain, but did I add to theirs'?

Another heart ache for my fellow Greasers to bear.

My mind drifts, my frown slowly dissipates

My values remain in the past, as do my mistakes.

I smile softly as I close my eyes

Deaf to the Greasers' endless cries.

For I'll be reunited with the one I love

My beloved, sweet Johnny waiting above.

Fukafukashita

4/13/2007