Warning- Yaoi (boyXboy), umm... Adult themes? I guess... Right... Just head my warning: My yaoi's can get pretty weird. Also, Sakura bashing! YAY!

Disclaimer- I do not own the series Naruto or any of the characters in it... Hence the darn fillers and lack of yaoiness.

A/N- There may be some OOCness and weirdness later in the story. Anyway, this may be a oneshot. It depends on how many reviews I get. I DO accept flames, but please try and be kind. I really want to be able to write good fanfics, so tell me what I'm doing wrong, and feel free to give suggestions/requests. Thanks. Enjoy! (If this ends up being a chapter fic, this will be considered the prologue) R&R!

Ch. One: The Note

Dear Teme,

I'm done. I can't take this anymore. The stares- the endless cold glares the villagers give me. It's inhuman. Heh. Look who's talking. I'm the monster here... So, I'm leaving. I'm going somewhere no one can find me. Don't bother looking for me. (not that you or anyone else would) I'm going to end it in the best way I know possible: I'll rid myself of this world. Not that you care, or anyone else for that matter. That's why I'm leaving in the first place. I know I acted happy- the "Number one hyper-active knuckle-head ninja". But the truth is, my life is torture. Hah. That's an understatement. More like a living Hell. I won't bother explaining everything; I know that'd just be a waist of your time. I hate this stupid fox! Kyuubi... He did this to me. Everyone shuns me because of him. The idiots think I am the Kyuubi. Bastards. Well, I'm going to grant their wishes. You just watch- they'll be absolutely ecstatic. Well, the reason I'm telling you all of this is because... well, we're best friends right? But... I've wanted to be more for so long now Sasuke. Ore koi otaku. (1) Yep. Don't ask me how- I have no idea how the hell I fell in love with a jerk like you, but I did. Maybe it is because you're a moody, arrogant, bastard... or it could be the fact that you're dead sexy... Who knows? I just feel like we can relate. We were... are... both alone. And I found that I could always get a response from you... You actually acknowledged me. This world is so screwed up you know? Anyway, I'm rambling. The point is... well, you know. By the time you're done reading this, I'll probably already be gone... or dead. I just wanted you to know... before I was gone. I couldn't face you in person. Gomen nasai.(2) Tell Sakura-chan. And Kakashi-sensei too. Oh, and tell Iruka for me. And please tell him I'm sorry. Gurache.(3) Goodbye, Sasuke.

Sincerely, (and with love)

Your friend, Uzumaki Naruto (a.k.a.- The dobe)

Sad right? Anyway, If you want me to add more, please leave a review saying so. I take all criticism, flames, compliments, and suggestions/requests. Gurache!

A/N- 1) I love you

2) I'm sorry

3) Thank you