Of Vampires and Dolls
By Panda-kun
Disclamer: I own nothing Buffy or Passions related. Honest. If I did I would be doing a Snoopy dance. And I'm not. This just came to me when I heard the news about Josh's death. Remembering Spike's tirade about Timmy being down the bloody well this popped into my head. It's late so forgive me. Please review and tell me what you think. This is the first work I've written in over a year and my first ever Buffy fic. I hope you like.
I sit and watch the newspaper in shock. He can't be dead he just can't be. One of the few bloody things in my life I can count on, gone. It must be a mistake. It's bad enough they killed him on the show. But to be really dead?
But there it is, "Passions star Josh Ryan Evens, dead at age of 20". My Timmy is dead. What's Tabitha going to do now? What am I going to. That show was the only damn thing that got me through being chipped. I'd planed on it being the thing that got me through this soul thing.
A soul, what was I thinking. If I'd never gotten the thing this wouldn't be so bad. After all he's just another happy meal with legs.right? But I'm kidding myself. I haven't seen people like that in a long time. It's her fault too.damn slayer.
What's this? A tear? Me, Spike, the big bad, crying because someone I never met died? Oh how low can I go. Wait, don't answer that. I know how low. I can still see the look of horror on her face when I tried to.
Don't think about it mate. What a fool I've been. Would make a great storyline for Passions. We'd all fit right in. Red and Terra just another pair of witches, what's two more? Harmony is just like Sunnydale it seems like. Portal to Hell included. Sometimes I wish the past year had just been some bad story.
I keep reading the article. Apparently he'd died of congenital heart failure. Weird.Timmy died of a heart problem too. Maybe it was just some strange cosmic joke? My hand goes down and touches my chest. Still no heart beat. For the first few minutes after I got my soul back I kept waiting for it to start up again.
I always identified in a way with Timmy. We both hung around crazy women, sorry Dru. We were both helplessly in love with a pretty blonde who had no idea. Well.that ended changing for me. I love her so much it hurts, even worse now.
You'll never get your chance Timmy. But you know what? I'm gonna try for mine. I wasn't sure if I was going to go back. But, thanks to you I think I will. I'll get the girl for us both. Here's a drink to you Timmy and to you Josh.
Disclamer: I own nothing Buffy or Passions related. Honest. If I did I would be doing a Snoopy dance. And I'm not. This just came to me when I heard the news about Josh's death. Remembering Spike's tirade about Timmy being down the bloody well this popped into my head. It's late so forgive me. Please review and tell me what you think. This is the first work I've written in over a year and my first ever Buffy fic. I hope you like.
I sit and watch the newspaper in shock. He can't be dead he just can't be. One of the few bloody things in my life I can count on, gone. It must be a mistake. It's bad enough they killed him on the show. But to be really dead?
But there it is, "Passions star Josh Ryan Evens, dead at age of 20". My Timmy is dead. What's Tabitha going to do now? What am I going to. That show was the only damn thing that got me through being chipped. I'd planed on it being the thing that got me through this soul thing.
A soul, what was I thinking. If I'd never gotten the thing this wouldn't be so bad. After all he's just another happy meal with legs.right? But I'm kidding myself. I haven't seen people like that in a long time. It's her fault too.damn slayer.
What's this? A tear? Me, Spike, the big bad, crying because someone I never met died? Oh how low can I go. Wait, don't answer that. I know how low. I can still see the look of horror on her face when I tried to.
Don't think about it mate. What a fool I've been. Would make a great storyline for Passions. We'd all fit right in. Red and Terra just another pair of witches, what's two more? Harmony is just like Sunnydale it seems like. Portal to Hell included. Sometimes I wish the past year had just been some bad story.
I keep reading the article. Apparently he'd died of congenital heart failure. Weird.Timmy died of a heart problem too. Maybe it was just some strange cosmic joke? My hand goes down and touches my chest. Still no heart beat. For the first few minutes after I got my soul back I kept waiting for it to start up again.
I always identified in a way with Timmy. We both hung around crazy women, sorry Dru. We were both helplessly in love with a pretty blonde who had no idea. Well.that ended changing for me. I love her so much it hurts, even worse now.
You'll never get your chance Timmy. But you know what? I'm gonna try for mine. I wasn't sure if I was going to go back. But, thanks to you I think I will. I'll get the girl for us both. Here's a drink to you Timmy and to you Josh.