::Disclaimer and other things people will probably ignore:: FF8 and it's characters are copyright by Squaresoft. The plot, however, is mine. Touch it, and eat horrible GF death. I'm serious! ...And finally, this is Rated PG-13-ish for light swearing and suggestive themes. Don't kill me. Questions? Comments? Flames? Send them to Megami_Yanagi@hotmail.com with the subject "FF8 fic" or something similar, or my junk mail folder will eat it and say "yummy" when it is done. arigatou, and enjoy! ^_^ From Forever to Infinity Chapter 1: "The End begins Again" ************************************ Staggering...staggering...She felt as if she would never find it, that place it seemed that man enjoyed being, the grassy meadow hillside with the infinite fields of flowers. Even though if anyone saw her, she would be floating across the ground, to the dying sorceress, it felt like she was crawling, dragging herself across those flower drenched fields. Those people...how did they manage to acomplish this? She mused to herself as she continued her long final journey through the petal-ridden land. Where was it? He had visited recently, while his child and she had had their confrontation. Ultimecia could still see the bright blue light that had undone her, clouding all her vision. What had it done to her body? It had annihlated it, that's what. But, she had already started that process when she junctioned herself to Griever. They had finished it off. That man's child, for the most part, with that hellishly bright Lionheart of his. Ah, but this might be the only way, her thoughts echoed about in the disgustingly cerulean sky, uncontained by a physical body or mind. She lurched forward, on and on, following that man's spiritual energy, looking for where the charge was the strongest. Then, she would find it. It was only a matter of time. It was too bad that she had used up a great deal of her energies in separating her powers into two pieces. The weaker half, which was not all that shabby compared to sorceresses such as Adel, she presented to Edea in the orphanage while that man's son looked on, floating randomly throughout time. The rest, the stronger half, she was using part of now. She needed to find that woman! She was here...somewhere in these aromatic fields lay a potential that was never tapped while she lived. She was a quiet candidate, while Adel was still alive, in space. Frozen next to the moon, that rock where monsterous minions awaited her return so that they could wreak havoc on Esthar. If only she had recgonized it in the first place, instead of focusing on her offspring, she might still be breathing right now. Ultimecia shuffled over the top of a grassy hill, and a glint of metal caught the corner of her dying eyes. There it was. The energy wasn't as strong as she had expected. He either hadn't been here as long as she had thought, or it had taken her forever to reach this place. But no matter- she was almost out of time. Ultimecia stood in front of the lonely headstone, and began the ritual. ************************************ Squall boarded the elevator in a very foul mood. Cid had paged him to his office once again, and it was probably going to be the same discussion as before. How was he supposed to know what to do with it? It was Cid's after all. It seemed all decisions regarding Garden were being passed off to him in a rather impromptu fashion. Everything regarding anything was left up to him; From what should the cafeteria serve for lunch this week to what kind of toilet paper should be used in the bathrooms! Well, Squall admitted rather dryly to himself, at least it wasn't as bad as toilet paper decisions yet. He then thought that that was something Rinoa would say, and he found himself with a rather odd expression on his face when he arrived at the control platform that used to be Cid's office. It was an odd cross between a smirk and a sneer, but more of a smile than Squall was ever used to wearing. It made his face hurt. Cid gave him a questioning look as he stepped off the elevator, but didn't say a word. "You paged?" Squall asked, standing with one arm akimbo. "Yes," Cid began, "It may not be of any signifigance, but I've been speaking with Edea." Squall looked out the window. Indeed, they were docked. They had probably arrived mid morning, while he was taking out a little restless energy with Rinoa and Selphie in the Training Grounds, and had missed the announcement. "And no, I didn't have it paged this time. I didn't want everyone to know we were here. We should have been gone by this afternoon, but then after I dropped in to see Edea, and she told me the news. I've been paging you periodically, but you haven't responded until now. Where were you?" Cid asked. "Training Center with Rinoa and Selphie." Squall explained, "The intercom is broken in the T-Rexaur sector, remember?" "Ah, yes. I should send someone to fix that..." Cid murmured. "But first..." The middle aged man wandered over to the windshield next to Nida and folded his arms behind his back, just like he always did when something serious was going on. " First, you should speak with Edea. " "I'll take Rinoa and Selphie and we'll report immediately." Squall said, and spun to leave. "Wait!" Cid called after him, "Edea requests that no weapons be brought to the orphanage. She has some orphaned childern there, and she wishes them to not have to be exposed to them." "I'm not going down there defenseless, Cid." Squall replied, and kept walking. "You're going to ignore her wishes?" Cid asked the black-clad retreating form. "She can meet us on the Ragnarok." Was all Squall said as the elevator dropped through the floor. The red dragonish ship landed with a distinctive shutting down of the thrusters, and a loud clunk in front of Edea's house. The waves washed upon the shore, and a slight hum could be heard from Garden's Float-Generator. But it was very distant. So distant, that they couldn't see Garden anymore. Cid must have pulled it back. Just as well. A familiar black clad figure was moving toward the ship now, in a rather refined and eloquent manner. "Look, it's Matron!" Selphie pointed and bounced up and down. "Well, don't just stand there, lower the hatch for her." Squall told her. "Oh! Right away, Mr.Commander!" She said sarcastically to Squall, and lowered the hatch. "You're in an unusually bad mood." Rinoa commented as Squall walked by. "The only time I've seen him happy this week was when he was Lionhearting everything in sight back in the Training Center today!" Selphie exclaimed. "You'd think he'd be happy now that the weight of the world is off his shoulders." "You'd think so, but that's not Squall." Rinoa said, and beamed one of her disarmingly playful smiles at the pale man in black. His expression lightened for just a fraction of a second, but both Rinoa and Selphie saw it anyway. It put them just a little at ease. Squall untensed and swung the Lionheart off his shoulder, letting the tip of the blade touch the floor of the Ragnarok. "Alright, I was going to do this the other way, but, I'll go get Matron, and you two wait in the conference room. We'll meet you there, ok?" And with that, suddenly, Rinoa jumped up and threw her arms around him. "You actually ASKED us to do something! You're not ordering us around, it's a miracle!" She said cheerfully. Squall hesitated for a long moment, the put one hand on her shoulder, letting it linger as long as he dared. What had he felt before Rinoa entered his life? He wondered in that brief second before he stepped gently away from her. Nothing. He hadn't wanted to feel anything before she came along. It was scary how so much changes in so little time. "I'm going now." Was all Squall said as he exited the cockpit. Edea looked darkly lovely as usual. Time really didn't seem to have any effect on her, and between the time she had been the sorceress to now, with the orphanage reopened, she seemed to look younger, if it was at all possible. "Matron..." Squall greeted her with his usual lack of aplomb. "My dear Squall," Edea looked up at him as she spoke, "How is everything at Garden? How are Quisty, Irvine, and Zell? And what about Selphie, and that pretty girl of yours, Rinoa?" "Rinoa and Selphie are on board, waiting for us. Quistis got her teaching credentials reinstated a few days ago- her fan club is estatic. Irvine decided to stay at Balamb Garden and train under Quistis while Zell spends his time stuffing his face with hot dogs or getting into trouble. So everything is more or less is back to normal." He replied, not looking at Edea, but instead at the serene landscape. From the moss covered stone cottage in the distance came the sound of children laughing. At first, Squall was startled, because he thought he was imagining it. But then he remembered Cid mentioning something about reopening the orphanage. "So, Matron, you've replaced us after all this time?" He asked, not realizing his words could be taken another way. Edea smiled and reached up to touch Squall's scar on his face. "No one could ever replace all of you." She murmured, "Especially not you, Squall. Especially not you." She traced the scar, and stood back. "This is why I'm worried. I've wanted nothing but good lives for all of you, and the minute you all gain some semblance of normalicy, the world begins to fall apart again." Squall just stared at her for a moment, with his most serious look. "......before you get into it, let's continue inside, Matron." He said. "Four beats the two on the left, and the elemental value makes for "same" with your top one!" Selphie declared, and turned a Geezard and a Fastiofalchion-F card to her color. "I didn't see that one open!" Rinoa looked confusedly at the table where 7 cards were laid out in a 3 by 3 grid style. She looked at her hand, and then at the table and put down a Ruby Dragon card. "Plus!" Rinoa smiled and slammed her hand on the table, "I got one!" "See? Now you're learning it!" Selphie giggled leaned back in one of the Conference Room chairs. Just then, the automatic doors opened, and Squall entered with Edea beside him. Squall took one look at the obvious Triple Triad game and sighed disgustedly. "You're playing cards, at a time like this?" He gritted, swinging the Lionheart back onto his shoulder. "Leave them be, Squall. They were only passing time, waiting for our return." Edea said softly. "Matron!" Selphie squealed and threw herself at Edea for a hug, "Matron, you're here!" "Dear Selphie, "Edea smiled and stroked her hair. "You have not changed either." "Hello, Edea." Rinoa said with a nervous smile, "Welcome aboard!" "Thank you Rinoa dear, but I'm afraid once I leave, you'll wish you never came." She said solemnly, and took a seat in one of the high-backed chairs. "Oh, come on Matron, don't be so gloomy; We saved the world, remember? We can do it again if we have to!" Selphie jumped up, and swung her nunchuku in a circle around her head. "Don't do that in here, Selphie." Squall glared at her. "Edea, please tell us your news." Rinoa prompted, "It seems important." "It is." She turned to Squall. "Remember after you defeated Ultimecia, and became lost in the time, you ended up back at the orphanage, and saw her pass her powers onto me? Back when you were eight?" Edea began, "I felt the power go into me, and become one with me, just as it should. However, just recently, the power has felt incomplete, like it's reaching for something other than itself out there. I feel...half empty. What if...what if she wasn't able to pass all her powers onto me, and is still floating in the spirit world, looking for a recipient for her last bit of magic to live in? As a sorceress myself,a nd as Rinoa is now a sorceress too, she should understand that having power floating about unchecked is a very bad thing." Rinoa nodded in taciturn agreement. "If Ultimecia passed on her power and evil intent to some other sorceress candidate," She continued, "Then we could have a repeat of what has just occured little more than a month ago." "I thought there could be only one sorceress every generation." Selphie ticked off the names from memory. "Lessee, there was Adel, then Edea, then Rinoa, and Ultimecia will come after her. That's all. There are no more candidates." "Well," Edea explained, "A generation was skipped because of the imprisonment of Adel. Even if the sorceress is still alive, the candidate will be born. No matter if the power can or cannot be passed on during her lifetime, she will be born. It is a cycle, it is fate. What your father was trying to do in freezing Adel, was to cut the line of sorceresses off. And it was a good plan, until Ultimecia decided to unravel it. During the time of Adel's imprisonment, a sorceress candidate was born, but never had powers passed to her. They instead, went to Rinoa here. If not for Ultimecia and Laguna's meddling with the natural flow of things, the lineage would have gone: Adel, unknown girl, me, Rinoa, someone else, and then Ultimecia. I'm afraid for that girl, and I'm afraid for everyone in the world if Ultimecia does pass on some powers to her. I need to ask a big favor of you SeeDs..." Edea looked sadly down at her hands, which were folded in her lap. "SeeDs were designed to fight the sorceress. Now, I need to ask you to save one." Squall placed his hand against his head in his usual "I-can't-believe-you-people" manner. Rinoa leaned in towards him, near his ear. "Well, Squall, at least your problem about what should be done with Garden is solved, for now." She said quietly to him. ************************************** It was an uphill battle for the waining sorceress. She had to do this with the utmost care and concentration, or it wouldn't work at all, and all her trouble would be for naught. She felt the tug of the Hells at her spirit. It wasn't time for them yet, she thought violently at them, she still had a bit of work to do. The grass swayed softly under the now night sky and Ultimecia began her spell. She felt her spirit shudder as she decended into the cold dark earth. She couldn't feel the earth directly, but it was a grave. It seemed appropriate to think of the earth as cold and dark. She was really rescuing her, she thought as she reached the simple coffin. A poor candidate that died without ever knowing her full potential. What happens when the potential lies untapped? Where does the energy go, she wondered. The sorceress passed easily through the coffin, and what she saw shocked her a bit. Instead of the bones she was expecting, there she was, her body perfectly encased and preserved in a crystaline substance. She looked carefully at the casing. It wasn't crystal, it appeared to be ice. As she looked, a pair of eyes opened from beneath the ice, deep, piercing blue eyes that shot an icy glare through Ultimecia's own. And they did not belong to the girl. And a voice spoke, quiet, yet forceful. 'Begone from this place, Sorceress. Your meddling must not approach here.' The voice said to her. So, they had sealed a GF with her body? Had they forseen her potential, even after her death? But, the GF would be rampant without being junctioned to someone, so it couldn't really be here. She could deal with that. 'Stand aside, GF!' Ultimecia commanded, 'This is no koncern of yours- you interfere, and you will be killed on one swift whim.' 'I am Shiva,' the voice spoke, 'and I am to protect the body of this girl by command. Cross me, and prepare for your own Doom!' The GF rose angrily from within the ice and rose up in it's full glory, her ice blue hair with the golden streaks flying violently in the packed earth about them. 'I have no time for you, Shiva. Now die.' Ultimecia waved a hand casually, and a bright beam of magenta light shot through the GF. Shiva's back arched from the force of the blow, and the image dissolved. Ultimecia turned to the chunk of ice before her. What luck! Perfectly preserved....this would be so much easier than she had planned! **************************************** Squall rolled over and slid his arms around Rinoa's warm body. It was about midnight, and the Garden was floating serenely out at sea again. He was troubled, and fidgety, which in turn prevented him from sleeping. Rinoa breathed softly in sleep, but didn't stir. For a former resistance leader, she sure slept deeply. Maybe that's why the other members had kept her bedroom in the back of the train. He leaned up one one arm and bent over her sleeping form, drinking in the way the moonlight higlighted her pale skin. She was pretty, but not in the classic way. She was pretty in a subtle way, so subtle that you didn't notice it until after you got to know her really well. He put his mouth close to her ear, and brushed a strand of blue-black hair behind it. "Rinoa?" He asked softly, shaking her arm as gently as he could. When she didn't move, he shook her a little harder, and called her again. "Hmmm?" She rolled over and queried sleepily, burrowing her head in that spot between his neck and shoulder. He changed position and moved over her, supporting his weight on his hands. His lanky brown hair fell down and brushed softly across her nose. She wrinkled it up, and blew the strands away. "What are you doing up?" She asked groggily, "What time is it?" "I...I can't sleep." He stammered in a very Un-Squall-like manner, "I think for the first time in my life, I'm...uneasy, almost-" "Nervous?" Rinoa finished for him. "Yeah. Nervous." "And you want me to comfort you?" He leaned in very close to her, his lips inches away from hers, and murmured, "I just want to hold you, Rinoa..." She closed her eyes as he kissed her, but suddenly, Squall shot back, and Rinoa opened her eyes to see a streak of magenta blast through his bare chest. Rinoa sat up in a rush, and caught him before he fell off the bed. She dropped to her knees beside him while he lay on the bed, gasping for breath, and sweating profusely. "Squall! Squall! Are you alright? Squall! Answer me!" She cried. "G-go to the desk...and....bring me...the blue...potion..." Squall croaked out. Rinoa scrambled to her feet and opened up the drawers, looking for a G-Returner. There was no blue potion to be found. Rinoa grabbed a robe, and put it on. She leaned over Squall, and told him to lie still- that she was going to get one from one of the other students. She ran out into the hall and knocked on the first door. She kept knocking and knocking until a disgruntled, sleepy Zell finally answered. "Whaddya wan- oh, Rinoa! What's going-?" He asked sleepily. "G-Returner! I need one, quick! One of Squall's GFs is down!" Rinoa exclaimed. Zell looked surprised. "I don't have anymore, but try Irvine or Selphie. What the hell happened?! Was he fighting anything?" He asked as he followed her to Selphie's door. "I have no idea what happened! One second, he's kissing me, the next he's on the bed with a dead GF!" She explained as she knocked on Selphie's door "That's some kiss..." Zell muttered sarcastically as an unusually dishevled Selphie opened the door. "It's not morning yet you guys..." She murmured, "What's goin' on...?" She rubbed at her eyes. "Selphie, I need a G-Returner, quick!" Rinoa yelled, "It's an emergency!" Selphie pointed at the cupboard in the corner. "There it it is." Without further prompting, Rinoa ran in, threw open the cupboard doors, grabbed the nearest G-Returner, and ran out. "W-wait!" Selphie ran after her, trailed by Zell, "What happened!?" Rinoa ran in and uncapped the potion. Squall looked a little better since she left, but she knew they had little time to get the GF back before it was gone completely. She administered the G-Returner, and was utterly shocked to find that Shiva was the one who had been hit! Shiva's entity separated from Squall as the potion took effect, and manifested herself in the center of the room. She looked concerned, but stern all at once. Rinoa looked back at the bed, and noticed that Squall was gone. She would have to communicate with Shiva, and they were not compatable at all- it would be like talking to Fuujin! But she stepped up, and decided to give it a go. As she reached the GF, Shiva reached out and touched Rinoa, startling her. No words were exchanged. Were they so incompatable as to not even be able to communicate beyond emotion? First, she felt urgency. And then failure. What did Shiva fail to do that was so urgent? What had she been doing? Then there was an image in Rinoa's mind, of a woman, and ice, and then....Laguna...dream Laguna, not the current Laguna, the unofficial-looking official President of Esthar. And then an image of...Ultimecia. Shiva released her mind-link with Rinoa, and faded away in greenish bubbles while Squall materialized half-naked on the bed. When Squall had fully arrived, everyone did a double take; There was their leader, of whom they had only once seen without gloves, lying on the bed, with nothing but pants to his name. Selphie even managed to blush very cutely. Squall rolled up to a sitting position, his head propped up in his hand wearily. "What the hell is going on..." Squall muttered angrily. "First Matron gets terrible premonitions, and now, dead GFs are popping up and ruining my night." He glared at Zell and Selphie, who had no control left except to gawk at him. "What are you *staring* at?" He demanded of the two angrily. "Uh...what's going on here?" Quistis peered in the doorway in a Garden- issue bathrobe. "Someone told me there was a ruckus in the North dorms, but..." Just then, a jeans and undershirt-clad Irvine jumped in the room, took one look around, and with his mentality, assumed the worse. "Cover your eyes Selphie!" He yelped and leapt at Selphie, and tried to cover her eyes. "Get off of me!" She laughed, "It's not what you're thinking!" "What a mess..." Quistis murmured and leaned against the doorframe with a smirk. "I would give my best whip to find out what is going on here." "It's nothing." Squall ground out, his hackles rising, "It was a GF incident, and you will all be briefed in the morning, Goodnight everyone." "Wha'd I do?" Irvine looked around confusedly as he left. After everyone had left, Rinoa shut the door, and turned to Squall and quirked an eyebrow. "What?" Squall looked at her pointedly. "You." She smirked, "Everyone seems very thrown off by your lack of shirt." "Whatever." He said and ran his hands through his hair, tousling it about so that those small strands hung down in his face next to his eyes. "You look good like that, Squall." Rinoa smiled at him warmly. "Like what? Annoyed and irritated?" "It's adorable." She remarked dryly. "Come on, I know what will relax you." "Does it involve me taking off the rest of my clothes?" He baited evenly. She turned away from him, and dropped the robe. Looking over her shoulder, she replied coyly: "Perhaps..." ******************************************** The girl opened her eyes, for the first time in 17 years. She blinked, as her tear ducts began to moisten her dry eyes. She felt very strange, like she wasn't used to moving her body. She looked around, and drank in the starry sky above flower-bestowed fields and hills of rolling green grass. Where was this place? Why was she here, and what were these images of a child that kept rising to the surface of her mind? Wasn't she...? The brown haired woman looked down at her hands, and then touched her face with them. Cold. Was she cold inside? She looked down at her hands again, the same ring that encircled the 4th finger of her left hand was still there. She pulled it off, and looked inside. The same inscription... He had always had an odd way with words, being a writer and all. But he was so good-hearted, that he stuttered often over the right thing to say. He was always thinking, and re-thinking things over and over, trying to perfect them. She had never cared, as long as the sentiment was there. The love for him began to rise back into her heart as she stood in the fields where he had proposed to her. She could almost see his face... "Woman." A voice said behind her. The woman turned and found herself face to face with a sorceress! Her restored legs gave out from under her and she yelped in surprise- what was a sorceress doing here? Was she the one who-? "I have given you a new life, " The sorceress said, as if reading her thoughts. "You are the kandidate I was seeking. My powers fade, and my world falls! Take my powers, and you shall remain in the state as you are, and bring about a new era, the Time Kompression!" "Time what?!" The woman began, but Ultimecia cut her off by sendind her remaining consciousness into Raine. Raine fell backwards on the grass as she felt the weight of the sorceress' powers within her. Weight. Feeling. Was all this truely hers again? A world with dreams, and hope, and love? Love... She stood, not feeling anything in her mind except herself. She remembered that sorceresses had to transfer their powers before they die, so that they could rest in peace. But what had she said about Time compression? What was Time compression? And why did she wish to achieve it? She wanted nothing to do with Time compression. She wanted...wanted... Laguna.... She wanted to see him, so badly... Tears spilled from her overflowing eyes, but she was smiling. Still crying. "Laguna...! Laguna!" She sobbed, and pulled herself to her feet, feeling the soft touch of the grass under her hands. Ice melted in shattered chunks around a deep hole in the ground, while she stood on the hillside, looking at the moon, not knowing which way to go, only seeking one thing. "Laguna..." She wept, "Where are you!?" *********************************************** End Chapter 1! ^_^
